acidicman

I've ben so tired all day that my left eye keeps shaking and refusing to focus on the same thing as my other eye. Then it starts spasming. Yet now as the hour of sleep approaches I become wide awake and seek entertainment. I really am a night creature. I hate the day. I want to move to within the arctic circle and keep moving...
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I love inappropiate junk mail. I always feel smug when I get letters like "We guarantee that we can lower your mortgage payments." I always think, "You dumb bastards. I haven't even got a mortgage." and then I think, maybe I ought to get one.

We live in a fucked up generation. Obsessed with accumulating wealth. No concept of the value of anything, only the price. Those that see it are depressed and told to go on anti-depressants by a society that sees an unhappy person as a less productive unit of the factory. Still, what's another year?

One spent a friday night talking about oneself from the 3rd perspective. Trying to remember whose the fiver was but in the end it doesn't really matter at all. Saturday's come down for him was no greater than his friday night plateau.

Saturday was well behaved and much jollyness was had by all untill the hour of 5 approached. The beer ran out, all but...
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"I'm not antisocial, I just don't like other people."

I'm soo good at my job. I am soo rubbish at my life. I never wanted to be a programmer. I wanted to be a fireman, or a soldier or a famous explorer. My carer ambition now is to own a forest and farm trees. I wish I could do that. Just me and my giant...
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Fucking nearly 3 years I've been on this site. 34 months. All this time I've had. What a waste. I have no goals. I never miss my goals. This rat needs to jump the sinking ship.

This weekend has given me some serious thinking to do. I'm stepping backwards to a place I don't like. It's been gradually happening for months now and I think that unless I take action I might not get out this time round. The hangover will pass. The nose will mend. The blood will be cleaned. The memories will remain.

So now my update is uncensored. The IRA is great. Yippee to all the murdering bastards that killed the innocent. Your blood is untainted."
"She said, dont go dark on me again, she said."
"She said, loophole once again she said. The colour of your boyfriend? once again she said?"

despite only having 1 hand and typinng the whole thing out, I feel embeddeed enough to write a full story. The police are themselves only given powers to stop criminals. Yet so many situations occur where luckillly the police were spying, sorry watching, on a hose and they turned out to be criminals, so the spying, sorry watching turned out ok. And god am i...
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<life is stupid>

<world is stupid>

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