My gosh. This evening is turning out pretty magnolificent. Found a few left over codeine tablets from my last hospital prescription. First time I've forgotten what not feeling pain felt like for a while.

The wind is howling outside, the rain is lashing down on the window. The random playback function is working well, now playing Fear Of The Dark. I feel lost in a tide of greatness just a massive smile function.

I think I've been awake for about 4 to 6 hours today. I've not really been asleep either, just that intermediate dream state where you can live in a controlled dream world. I've got this whole place in my head where I go when I dream. Describing it would be like trying to describe all the dreams you've had for 10 years. I keep having dreams that add to the place. I can walk through it and tie all the dreams I've had in it. Remembering one dream reminds me of another one I'd forgotten about.