All the cliches people use about life all feel so suddenly true. It's a constant up and down roller coaster ride. A few weeks ago I was so low. Life was just depressingly dull, tedious and empty. Now it feels like a super charged ride where I am the leading actor.
I am smiling, whatever happens I will smile. Unless a freak accident with a...
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sinope:
jebus that sounds like a very full desk!
Well, Ich habe einen drinkin problem. One mouth. I met the dead sexy lady again tonight. She seems to want to try and start things off again. Me so scared.Should I or not. I like her luxorious ways, but I'm just a peasant. Could she ever be happy with that? I'm going to let it rip and see what she thinks. We might find we...
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I wish I had something to report, then I wouldn't have to write down this. or this. or this. Anyway, today I have been so tired that I decided nothing. That's right, no decisions were made today. I did book my driving test for early march so that'll be something to work towards.
Been finding loads of stupid news stories today. Like the cheshire police...
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Been finding loads of stupid news stories today. Like the cheshire police...
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I've caught some kind of a happy virus. Like on REd Dwarf where they found that bio research station and they discovered the positive viruses. That was the episode where Rimmer gets the insane virus and dresses up in a Gingham dress.
I don't think theres much that could bring me down at the moment. I just feel like I'm flying. So I'm going to...
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Random thought of the day: When my brother was at college, for his 17th birthday his mates put posters up all round the college saying
WANTED:
Pair Of Milky White Breasts. Must come with full service history.
along with his name and phone number.
Weird the things that just drop into your brain. That's why I can never get to sleep because I'll suddenly remember...
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WANTED:
Pair Of Milky White Breasts. Must come with full service history.
along with his name and phone number.
Weird the things that just drop into your brain. That's why I can never get to sleep because I'll suddenly remember...
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acidicman:
Probablly empty
Hehe. I must be so weird. Apparently the formula says today is on average the most depressing day of the year. For me, this has really lightened my foul mood I've been in for like the last few weeks. And what's more I seemed to function well all day. I produced some blinding work, got stuff done I was dreading doing as it seemed so...
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The tedium is really getting me down now. I want for nothing. Not because I have everything, there is just nothing I want. I can not even do wording anymore. Melancholy - A word for all occassions.
Bening seen when you are supposed to invisible confuses. I just can't seem to make myself one or the other. Whatever I choose I make different. The time must shortly be approaching when I will choose. Then and only then will I truly say, now is forever. What is will be. No history.
Hah.
acidicman:
It's at times like these the first verse of the M*A*S*H song always seems so damn introspective.
Through early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be.
The pains that are witheld for me
I realise and I can see.
I need some light. I briefly see a bit of daylight in the morning for about 5 minutes before I get to work, then I can get a bit more light if I go out for lunch. The winter is really getting boring now. I wouldn't mind if it snowed a bit, or there was just something to split up the never ending darkness. Just dark, wet and cold.
I really need some sleep. I was almost in tears this morning getting up. I just can't get my head to shut the fuck up when I do go to bed and lie there chatting away till like 2. That leaves me 5 hours. I need my sleep. Why is it only during the day I'm tired, come the evening I'm buzzing. Ready for whatever the day will throw at me. Aaaaaaargh.
Mighty river snaking through a cold country. Carrying the constituents of all life on the endless cycle around the planet. Carving a path through the earth, never taking the direct route. How permanent you are and yet so quickly poisoned, imprisioned and enslaved by humanity.
Through early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be.
The pains that are witheld for me
I realise and I can see.
I need some light. I briefly see a bit of daylight in the morning for about 5 minutes before I get to work, then I can get a bit more light if I go out for lunch. The winter is really getting boring now. I wouldn't mind if it snowed a bit, or there was just something to split up the never ending darkness. Just dark, wet and cold.
I really need some sleep. I was almost in tears this morning getting up. I just can't get my head to shut the fuck up when I do go to bed and lie there chatting away till like 2. That leaves me 5 hours. I need my sleep. Why is it only during the day I'm tired, come the evening I'm buzzing. Ready for whatever the day will throw at me. Aaaaaaargh.
Mighty river snaking through a cold country. Carrying the constituents of all life on the endless cycle around the planet. Carving a path through the earth, never taking the direct route. How permanent you are and yet so quickly poisoned, imprisioned and enslaved by humanity.
You think you know it all. Ever had one of those days where you were predicting stuff that was going to happen yet you've no idea why. I've been doing stuff all day without realising I've always been about a minute ahead of myself. The latest example of this would be todays girls. I was humming a Peaches song, "Only AA, thinkin XXX" then on...
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It's 7 in the evening, and I've already started loading up of beer. Wahoo! Just turned down the offer of a night of 'special' cookies in some kind of misguided belief that I would be better going out and legally poisoning my brain with about 10 pints of lager. What a screwed up country, but with the risk of random drug tests at work, I...
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