Well, the insomnia is over. After a week without sleep, and a total of 4 hours in the last 2, I* finaly hit the wall, well okay, I hit the table, then the floor... but let's not slipt any fucking hairs here. I, about 2 days ago, told my supervisor about the insomnia, and told him pretty soon I'd either hit the floor, or someone...
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Well an update for anyone keeping tabs on this but can't say hi... 
I got a call at work tonight. Come to find out, the youngest sister and the same lil 15 year old friend were harassed by the two fucks again.
I stopped off after work and talked to the girls father, you memeber... the cop. After talking and realizing the little pricks are...
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I got a call at work tonight. Come to find out, the youngest sister and the same lil 15 year old friend were harassed by the two fucks again.
I stopped off after work and talked to the girls father, you memeber... the cop. After talking and realizing the little pricks are...
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mlleminx:
I hope you can get some rest soon. Sleep deprivation makes me more bad crazy than any drug I've found.
Thanks for the luv. I don't even have a land line so no dial-up for me, but I'm crossing my fingers and hoping I'll be back online soon. Sooooon.
Thanks for the luv. I don't even have a land line so no dial-up for me, but I'm crossing my fingers and hoping I'll be back online soon. Sooooon.
Well, after working 14 hours on call it no sleep for a week... I was getting gas and... well anyone remember a month or so back when I was laughing about the two guy tried to carjack me and my sisters and I beat the unholy fuck out of them? Well, seem there was a little ghetto wanna be hit put on me for it....
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acidflesh:
Great news, for anyone who fucking cares, even in my dazed week without sleep state I was aware enough to pull my punch. *wipes forehead* I don't give a flying fuck how bad I hurt the motherfucker....he tried to fucking kill me. I just didn't want his life added to the weight already upon my tired soul.
I still won't sleep, but atleast I don't have to worry. I'm greatful to Shawn for going over the camera footage for me. (thanks mate, see ya in a few hours)
Okay.... now I have a VERY tough choice to make. Do I carry on as per norm? Do I further my plans of getting a CCW permit? Do I just go and kill the two lillte fuckers that started all of this?
I don't fucking know
I DO know however, that if it continues, someone will get a gun, and reflexes and a footstep won't save me from a bullet.
I don't care anymore. I've stood in deaths shadow..... lets see, 1.stillborn, 2. river, 3creek, 4. lightning, 5. lightning, 6. knife attack......6 fucking times now.... I've always been a bit fatalistic, but...... obviously I'm not gonna go untill my time so why the fuck worry about it?.
Acid.
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Note to God: you lost all credibility with me. What? Yyou tring to get my attention?? You want some faith and belief from me again? A simple word, a sound a feeling, was all I ever asked...nothing...... FUCK YOU!!!!!
You think this the way to get my attention?
Piss off mate, you had a chance and fucking blew it..... shows over. Go home.
I want no fucking part of it.
[Edited on Aug 31, 2005 6:25AM]
I still won't sleep, but atleast I don't have to worry. I'm greatful to Shawn for going over the camera footage for me. (thanks mate, see ya in a few hours)
Okay.... now I have a VERY tough choice to make. Do I carry on as per norm? Do I further my plans of getting a CCW permit? Do I just go and kill the two lillte fuckers that started all of this?
I don't fucking know
I DO know however, that if it continues, someone will get a gun, and reflexes and a footstep won't save me from a bullet.
I don't care anymore. I've stood in deaths shadow..... lets see, 1.stillborn, 2. river, 3creek, 4. lightning, 5. lightning, 6. knife attack......6 fucking times now.... I've always been a bit fatalistic, but...... obviously I'm not gonna go untill my time so why the fuck worry about it?.
Acid.
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Note to God: you lost all credibility with me. What? Yyou tring to get my attention?? You want some faith and belief from me again? A simple word, a sound a feeling, was all I ever asked...nothing...... FUCK YOU!!!!!
You think this the way to get my attention?
Piss off mate, you had a chance and fucking blew it..... shows over. Go home.
I want no fucking part of it.
[Edited on Aug 31, 2005 6:25AM]
Okay, I am bad..... I have corrupted annother of todays youth.
There is a kid on myspace..... 17... ya know a kid. After reading my blogs there, he left this big bulletin saying how I corrupted him and he is going to completely change his life and try to be just like me. Oh and he supports me in anything I do............
I don't really...
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There is a kid on myspace..... 17... ya know a kid. After reading my blogs there, he left this big bulletin saying how I corrupted him and he is going to completely change his life and try to be just like me. Oh and he supports me in anything I do............
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YAAAAAWWWWNNN.
IM is the devil I tell ya.
After woking a half day saturday, I came home and decide to chat for a quick bit. started about 9pm.......just got off...... 7 something am.... 10 hours. Time flys when talking to good people. Nothing really interesting to report...... had an accident at work friday, lots of accidental frontal nudity at work......no body told me my pants...
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IM is the devil I tell ya.
After woking a half day saturday, I came home and decide to chat for a quick bit. started about 9pm.......just got off...... 7 something am.... 10 hours. Time flys when talking to good people. Nothing really interesting to report...... had an accident at work friday, lots of accidental frontal nudity at work......no body told me my pants...
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lol. I was bad..... Around abouts of 4-5 am I decide to take a xanax to relax and try to sleep........nothing, soooo, I take 2 more and drink a 6er of sparks. Now we have 3 xanax bars (the big dose ones) and lotsa alcohol....still nothing.
So I'm chatting on myspace with a couple of friends, and IM'ing witht the ever lovely Malina about 8am...
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So I'm chatting on myspace with a couple of friends, and IM'ing witht the ever lovely Malina about 8am...
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guitargeek:
So you're a luthier... who's into bikes...
Aren't you me?
Aren't you me?
Okay, Im in a REALLY foul fucking mood, I've spent the day being forced to deal with stupid petty bullshit that I consider to be beneath my notice. Rather than rant here as per normal. I'm just gonna try(only try) to stay off here for a day or so and just cool off. I've been dumping bad vibes and shit here and it isn't right....
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malina:
no... not jailbait, lol... that asl shit just gets on my nerves...
malina:
but... I'm really 800 years old, myspace won't let me be any older is all... and my aim is being GAY
It's finaly done. The tattoo virginity has been sacraficed upon the alter of Ben Dixon,God/ower of Lone Wolf Body Art. And in exchange for the sacrafice+$400+6.5 hours, I have been gifted a great boon. My Giger 'trumpets' picture has been magically and foreever graven into my pale-ass leg. 
Happy!
We already have plans for me to come back in a onth or so for a...
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Happy!
We already have plans for me to come back in a onth or so for a...
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malina:
oh, and, I left you comments from jon's myspace thingy on accident
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[Edited on Aug 21, 2005 5:36AM]
Well, it would seem that my dark moods are good for something after all. Okay picture this... There is nobody left working in my dept except me and two of the girls, and they're at lunch. So I'm sitting in the dept during a 45min lunch, music blasting, redrawing a planned tat for the 50th time. (real count ) In walks this amazing redhead wearing...
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malina:
thats what he wants is pics... and not even naughty ones... just "real" ones (ie; not online) because I'ma cameraphobe and there is not an actual picture that exists of me aside from ones online.
malina:
yea... I've got a printer 
and, yea, I'm not so much a phobe, just that I despise it as well.. hehe, like you said, must be the indian thing (I'm part cherokee)
and, yea, I'm not so much a phobe, just that I despise it as well.. hehe, like you said, must be the indian thing (I'm part cherokee)
I really spend too much time on the internet. I mean I really do have better things to do than post rambling rants about obscure shit people could care less about, and looking at various SG's boobies.
I mean hell, I could be....uhh.. lets see, I could be drinking.......or writing naughty stories...... or, uhhhh reading...... or uhhhhhh drinking.......hmmmm wait, did I already say writing naughty...
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I mean hell, I could be....uhh.. lets see, I could be drinking.......or writing naughty stories...... or, uhhhh reading...... or uhhhhhh drinking.......hmmmm wait, did I already say writing naughty...
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