I'm glad that no one actually reads my journal entries. Looking back at a few of my older ones, one could get the idea that I'm an accident-prone/suicidal/homicidal/sociopathic nutcase. This is not actually true, I just don't get a chance to ever write the happy/fun/emotionally balanced stuff. I'm almost always writing at 2am after work. Between getting off work and going to bed I don't...
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<new theme song, Suicide Solutions; Ozzy>
.......I was going through some boxes I never unpacked after I got back here a year ago. I found some of my old notebooks from when I actually kept a journal and wrote and was still creative.
I've lost touch with my creative forces, and it saddens me. I can't write anymore, or when I can it is very...
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.......I was going through some boxes I never unpacked after I got back here a year ago. I found some of my old notebooks from when I actually kept a journal and wrote and was still creative.
I've lost touch with my creative forces, and it saddens me. I can't write anymore, or when I can it is very...
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Found out a few things about my past I never knew.... Some deep shit.
New theme song for awhile; Stillborn by Black Label Society. (there is a new story there.)
Talked to Val today, she finally left D. She even showed me where she got a new hood piercing to replace the one D RIPPED OUT!!!!!. That was nice to know. I'm just glad she...
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New theme song for awhile; Stillborn by Black Label Society. (there is a new story there.)
Talked to Val today, she finally left D. She even showed me where she got a new hood piercing to replace the one D RIPPED OUT!!!!!. That was nice to know. I'm just glad she...
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I'm trying real hard to be positive and not gripe, but I really do hate my roomate. Don't get me wrong, I like her as a person, and she is a family friend, but as someone to share a house with.....I can't stand her.
I rent from family, we were in a 1 year lease, which has expired. Now I'm just monh to month. She...
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I rent from family, we were in a 1 year lease, which has expired. Now I'm just monh to month. She...
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malina:
yea... I thought about doing it before, but I was lazy and didn't realize it was so simple. 
I thought this was fitting. It is my new theme song for the moment.
Diary of a Madman. (OZZY!)
Screaming at the window
Watch me die another day
Hopeless situation
Endless price I have to pay
Sanity now it's beyond me there's no choice
Diary of a madman
Walk the line again today
Entries of confusion
Dear diary I'm here to stay
Manic depression befriends...
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Diary of a Madman. (OZZY!)
Screaming at the window
Watch me die another day
Hopeless situation
Endless price I have to pay
Sanity now it's beyond me there's no choice
Diary of a madman
Walk the line again today
Entries of confusion
Dear diary I'm here to stay
Manic depression befriends...
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gina:
lol..working on it! hoping to be moved in together by end of the year.. i am looking forward to being a new step mommy! and a housewife.. he was talking how his soon to be ex wife never cooks or does anything and I mentioned on saturdays when he is working i can do the housework and stuff and he said 'you mean you'll be doing all those housewife chores?" too funny...
gina:
if so, you must go to the humane society. they are tested and have start of their shots. mine just happened to have all of his, he is just due to have his neuter next fri. fun. but he is a good kitty. he is so lively and happy he just hops around the house. even my boyfriend says he is the happiest cat in the world and happy to have a good home. cant think of a better way to spend $60!
Well, it looks like I let E-harmony sucker me in after all. But only for 1 month damn it!!! And only because there were 3 people wanting to "begin communication"
Yeah yeah I know I'm a hopelessly hopefull romantic at times. Still eegerly counting the days til tatty-too time.
I already have one planned for the opposite leg, as an opposition theme. I have a...
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Yeah yeah I know I'm a hopelessly hopefull romantic at times. Still eegerly counting the days til tatty-too time.
I already have one planned for the opposite leg, as an opposition theme. I have a...
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malina:
I graduated when I was 16 as well. It has nothing to do with being worried about not being able to get into it. Just the fact that I don't have many other options right now. 
malina:
hehe... thanks hun... I really do appreciate it 
Okay, I'm bored as hell. I checked out myspace.com It looks interesting but, I dunno, much like my excuse for not doing the livejournal thing, do I really need something to make me spend even more time on the internet? Not really, no. If anything I need someone to drag me outta the house so I'll actually go somewhere and do something. AFTER my ribs...
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russo:
No, it didn't go to well. They had to cut me from the show because my hair was too black to dye over. Lame shit.
Ah yes. things are finally coming together. I have to call Ben over at Lone Wolf and set my apt. for the tat. Either the sixth of the thirteenth. Man, an estimated 5-6 hours, but I guess one must suffer for ones chosen art. The sad thing is that even before I know whether I'll ever want to endure the needle again, I have 4...
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gina:
lol.. yeah i posted it there where we were discussing the tats.. he should be opening up a shop soon he said near the collesium..i cant spell..off shelby?? i cant wait to go see him.
yep those are what i want, with the bows. not sure what kind of bow i would use but i think they look cute.
this sucks, i do not want to work tomorrow. i told my boy when i get moved in i want to be house wife so i dont have to work lol.. good news with the raise! more money makes any job more enjoyable for a few more minutes... i may take another job at my company in a few weeks, it be more money..
yep those are what i want, with the bows. not sure what kind of bow i would use but i think they look cute.
this sucks, i do not want to work tomorrow. i told my boy when i get moved in i want to be house wife so i dont have to work lol.. good news with the raise! more money makes any job more enjoyable for a few more minutes... i may take another job at my company in a few weeks, it be more money..
Damn it all to hell!!!
Now I come to find out that my sisters are actually ENCOURAGING!!!!!! the kid. What is the world comming to. I tell you, kids these days have no morals.
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Pain is good.
Pain lets you know when you did something stupid.
Case in point, allowing ones self to get hit in bruised ribs with a stray guitar..... stupid.
Allowing...
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Now I come to find out that my sisters are actually ENCOURAGING!!!!!! the kid. What is the world comming to. I tell you, kids these days have no morals.
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Pain is good.
Pain lets you know when you did something stupid.
Case in point, allowing ones self to get hit in bruised ribs with a stray guitar..... stupid.
Allowing...
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acidflesh:
ROFL. Ok, I got reeaaalllyyy bored. If you look at my friends bar you will see that I am now my own friend
Now all the posers are gonna want to be their friends too.
There has to be some deep psychological interpretation of the desire to be ones own friend but...... I could care less
Laugh Damn It!!!!!! thats funny shit. Besides, you didn't think of it.
Acid
[Edited on Jul 29, 2005 5:21AM]
ROFL. Ok, I got reeaaalllyyy bored. If you look at my friends bar you will see that I am now my own friend
Now all the posers are gonna want to be their friends too.
There has to be some deep psychological interpretation of the desire to be ones own friend but...... I could care less
Laugh Damn It!!!!!! thats funny shit. Besides, you didn't think of it.
Acid
[Edited on Jul 29, 2005 5:21AM]
Well, as we all know, no good deed goes unpunished. So I'm heading home from work when my sister calls me, begging for a ride. Being the generous big brother I am I agree. After I pick up both of them and their little friend, we stop at a little gas station that leaves the pumps on for cc purchases. I'm sitting there filling up...
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gina:
loved the kitty story..its all too familiar right now!! esp the wednesday sleep depriving!!! i will never sleep a full night again! -G