Well, after working 14 hours on call it no sleep for a week... I was getting gas and... well anyone remember a month or so back when I was laughing about the two guy tried to carjack me and my sisters and I beat the unholy fuck out of them? Well, seem there was a little ghetto wanna be hit put on me for it. I'm standing there drifting while the gas pumps, andturn when I hear a click, so I caught a knife in the backpack instead of my fucking ribs. I reacted......
I hit the fucker twice, once in the solar plexus, and once in the throat. Heard a crunch and left. I'll know in a few hours if I managed to pull my punch, or if I crushed his windpipe. I REALLY ( for obvious reasons) hope I didn't just fucking kill someone. I really do. But if I did, then.... it was clearly self defence,,, I hope.
I guess if I don't update in a few day then.... see ya in 5-10...
Acid
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I hit the fucker twice, once in the solar plexus, and once in the throat. Heard a crunch and left. I'll know in a few hours if I managed to pull my punch, or if I crushed his windpipe. I REALLY ( for obvious reasons) hope I didn't just fucking kill someone. I really do. But if I did, then.... it was clearly self defence,,, I hope.
I guess if I don't update in a few day then.... see ya in 5-10...
Acid
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I still won't sleep, but atleast I don't have to worry. I'm greatful to Shawn for going over the camera footage for me. (thanks mate, see ya in a few hours)
Okay.... now I have a VERY tough choice to make. Do I carry on as per norm? Do I further my plans of getting a CCW permit? Do I just go and kill the two lillte fuckers that started all of this?
I don't fucking know
I DO know however, that if it continues, someone will get a gun, and reflexes and a footstep won't save me from a bullet.
I don't care anymore. I've stood in deaths shadow..... lets see, 1.stillborn, 2. river, 3creek, 4. lightning, 5. lightning, 6. knife attack......6 fucking times now.... I've always been a bit fatalistic, but...... obviously I'm not gonna go untill my time so why the fuck worry about it?.
Acid.
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Note to God: you lost all credibility with me. What? Yyou tring to get my attention?? You want some faith and belief from me again? A simple word, a sound a feeling, was all I ever asked...nothing...... FUCK YOU!!!!!
You think this the way to get my attention?
Piss off mate, you had a chance and fucking blew it..... shows over. Go home.
I want no fucking part of it.
[Edited on Aug 31, 2005 6:25AM]