I thought this was fitting. It is my new theme song for the moment.
Diary of a Madman. (OZZY!)
Screaming at the window
Watch me die another day
Hopeless situation
Endless price I have to pay
Sanity now it's beyond me there's no choice
Diary of a madman
Walk the line again today
Entries of confusion
Dear diary I'm here to stay
Manic depression befriends me
Hear his voice
Sanity now it's beyond me
There's no choice
A sickened mind and spirit
The mirror tells me lies
Could I mistake myself for someone
Who lives behind my eyes
Will he escape my soul
Or will he live in me
Is he tryin' to get out or tryin' to enter me
Voices in the darkness
Scream away my mental health
Can I ask a question
To help me save me from myself
Enemies fill up the pages
Are they me
Monday till Sunday in stages
Set me free
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You know, I might just have to choke-a-bitch. As we know, I have a couple of cracked ribs and what-not. (full story here) I could excuse the first time she 'bumped me in the side with a guitar, I even forgave the second time. But today, when she did it, then smiled... this is unexcusable. Granted she is pissed because I make more than her and get more OT but you just don't fucking do that kinda shit.
So I have decided. Monday I'm going to pull our lead aside and warn her whats going on, and make her promise not to do anything. Then, if the bitch 'accidentally' bumps me again and smiles, I'm just going to fucking drop her. I despise hitting women, but enough is enough. She has been warned twice.
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I love the weekends. Okay actually I love any day I don't have to work but... My youngest sister has been begging me to take her to see the Devil's Rejects. I might actually do it. She's 17 so I don't really have to feel guilty, and I definately won't mind seeing it again. I gotta go get new tires for my p.o.s. car too. I swear, everytime I get a fat check, something comes up, and takes a big-assed bite out of it. The bright side is that since I claimed 0 on my tax return, I should get a couple of grand back. Hehe, let's do the math, April = tax refund time (express), April= Bday. Bday+lots of money=
I really want my fucking motorcycle back damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to have to fly out to Cali and then rent a truck and haul it back.
There, I've had my rant for the week.
Time to have a little fun.
Acid
Diary of a Madman. (OZZY!)
Screaming at the window
Watch me die another day
Hopeless situation
Endless price I have to pay
Sanity now it's beyond me there's no choice
Diary of a madman
Walk the line again today
Entries of confusion
Dear diary I'm here to stay
Manic depression befriends me
Hear his voice
Sanity now it's beyond me
There's no choice
A sickened mind and spirit
The mirror tells me lies
Could I mistake myself for someone
Who lives behind my eyes
Will he escape my soul
Or will he live in me
Is he tryin' to get out or tryin' to enter me
Voices in the darkness
Scream away my mental health
Can I ask a question
To help me save me from myself
Enemies fill up the pages
Are they me
Monday till Sunday in stages
Set me free
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You know, I might just have to choke-a-bitch. As we know, I have a couple of cracked ribs and what-not. (full story here) I could excuse the first time she 'bumped me in the side with a guitar, I even forgave the second time. But today, when she did it, then smiled... this is unexcusable. Granted she is pissed because I make more than her and get more OT but you just don't fucking do that kinda shit.
So I have decided. Monday I'm going to pull our lead aside and warn her whats going on, and make her promise not to do anything. Then, if the bitch 'accidentally' bumps me again and smiles, I'm just going to fucking drop her. I despise hitting women, but enough is enough. She has been warned twice.
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I love the weekends. Okay actually I love any day I don't have to work but... My youngest sister has been begging me to take her to see the Devil's Rejects. I might actually do it. She's 17 so I don't really have to feel guilty, and I definately won't mind seeing it again. I gotta go get new tires for my p.o.s. car too. I swear, everytime I get a fat check, something comes up, and takes a big-assed bite out of it. The bright side is that since I claimed 0 on my tax return, I should get a couple of grand back. Hehe, let's do the math, April = tax refund time (express), April= Bday. Bday+lots of money=
I really want my fucking motorcycle back damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to have to fly out to Cali and then rent a truck and haul it back.
There, I've had my rant for the week.
Time to have a little fun.
Acid VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
gina:
lol..working on it! hoping to be moved in together by end of the year.. i am looking forward to being a new step mommy! and a housewife.. he was talking how his soon to be ex wife never cooks or does anything and I mentioned on saturdays when he is working i can do the housework and stuff and he said 'you mean you'll be doing all those housewife chores?" too funny...
gina:
if so, you must go to the humane society. they are tested and have start of their shots. mine just happened to have all of his, he is just due to have his neuter next fri. fun. but he is a good kitty. he is so lively and happy he just hops around the house. even my boyfriend says he is the happiest cat in the world and happy to have a good home. cant think of a better way to spend $60!