just to see his face, to watch the way he props his leg up on railings to stretch...i need someone comforting...because, as stupid as it sounds...i just watched the pianist and it's left me horribly depressed.
large portions of my family were in the warsaw ghettos. or killed because they were polish and wealthy. *starts to sob.* i can't explain, it just...it twists me inside...
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large portions of my family were in the warsaw ghettos. or killed because they were polish and wealthy. *starts to sob.* i can't explain, it just...it twists me inside...
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"whatever you do is your business and i will have nothing to do with it. i'm going to bed."
-my mother.
i hate my family so much.
-my mother.
i hate my family so much.
doctashock:
My Christmas present from my family, a maliciously ruined DVD player that cost me 300 bucks back in the day. And $100 because "you can get them that cheap nowadays". That thing had digital zoom on it too, you can't even find 'em with that feature anymore. I hate my family too.
meh, i have lots of things to say but they're all inappropriate for this site.
*flips the bird at SG*
*flips the bird at SG*
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rubbersoul:
Happy Holidays, lil' lady. Take things a little easier. That should be your New Years resolution.
doctashock:
uh-oh, sounds like you got some pretty heavy shit going down. If you need an appropriate place to vent your frustrations just shoot me an email. I've been told that I'm a good listener.
an unsent email to luke:
for "religious" times (religious=consumerist, the true american religion), we shall have a sentimental religious song. i'm embarassed once again of the source of this song (the original source, not the fact that it was in shrek, that might actually redeem it a bit)...but...i love the king david story, the story of his sons. [sings to him, and walks out, all...
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for "religious" times (religious=consumerist, the true american religion), we shall have a sentimental religious song. i'm embarassed once again of the source of this song (the original source, not the fact that it was in shrek, that might actually redeem it a bit)...but...i love the king david story, the story of his sons. [sings to him, and walks out, all...
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7gage:
That's B- E -A -utiful. 
psychobilly1322:
Well, as long-written as ya are, kinda makes it easy ta spot a fellow James Joyce fan. I'm assuming you meant HIS Ulysses in ur list of favorite books. Anyway, cheers ta one of the most INERESTING profiles I've read on here. 
in los angeles. this life i left behind gives me such a strange feeling.
i am the female byronic hero. the perfect tatyana to an evgenii.
i'm so full of hate towards men right now. i feel like the entire gender owes me something. some compensation for this. gotta write more, think more on this theme that's been running through my head.
i am the female byronic hero. the perfect tatyana to an evgenii.
i'm so full of hate towards men right now. i feel like the entire gender owes me something. some compensation for this. gotta write more, think more on this theme that's been running through my head.
evildoc:
yeah, men are assholes. That's why I never date them either.
the reappearing post:
(for everyone to not read it a second time, yaaah!)
War Songs for Polish Girls
There will be no plotline. It's been postponed. If you want one, you're looking at the wrong woman. I've grown sick with you of late; I've no interest in telling you stories: THIS IS NOT YOURS, YOU DON'T DESERVE TO RUN YOUR EYES OVER THESE PIXELS.
This...
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(for everyone to not read it a second time, yaaah!)
War Songs for Polish Girls
There will be no plotline. It's been postponed. If you want one, you're looking at the wrong woman. I've grown sick with you of late; I've no interest in telling you stories: THIS IS NOT YOURS, YOU DON'T DESERVE TO RUN YOUR EYES OVER THESE PIXELS.
This...
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7gage:
pretty intense 
varzadium:
Do you have a head wreathed in burning flame and a cloak of hot ash?
time for a break from dostoevskii.
*dances to erasure*
*dances to erasure*
doctashock:
you know, the will rap for cash thing doesn't require all that much explanation. Just look at MTV for about 30 seconds. Very few do it for any other reason nowadys. Artistic integrity is virtually non existant.
*gracefully steps down from soapbox*
*gracefully steps down from soapbox*
this entry, because...
you really didn't deserve to see it...
has been revoked.
you really didn't deserve to see it...
has been revoked.
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stgeorge:
What a shame. 
trismegistus:
i myself am an advocate of the vanishing entry.
what's up dear sister veryochka? where in gob's name have you been, aside from screwing on railroad tracks?
what's up dear sister veryochka? where in gob's name have you been, aside from screwing on railroad tracks?
*is having a big jack off jill phase, accompanied by a pile of other bands associated with them*
"you're living as a disaster, she said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all oooover". it's the final stretch and i have this bizarre confidence--some strange notion that i can actually do this, despite the insanity that it'll induce.
i saw him, yesterday...well, i guess now it's...
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"you're living as a disaster, she said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all oooover". it's the final stretch and i have this bizarre confidence--some strange notion that i can actually do this, despite the insanity that it'll induce.
i saw him, yesterday...well, i guess now it's...
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*stares up at the sky...much like in her profile pic, unblinkingly*
someday, someone will love me despite my flaws.
someday, someone will love me despite my flaws.
luke decided. no interest in me. made himself as clear as he's gonna be. and now i'm gonna cry a lot. *bows and exits*
stgeorge:
He is a fool. 
7gage:
i am so sorry, he doesn't diserve exist in the same universe as you 
dammit dammit dammit i finally get luke to let me see him and of couuurse i can't find him in the library. raaah. i should've worked out a better system for figuring out where he'd be. *whacks head on walllllll*
I'd tell you about that one movie that made me bust out in tears that one time.... but I'd never hear the end of it.
Anyway, I must say that the more I get to know you, the cooler of a person I think you are. (do they still say cool?)
By the way, I'm listening to "Stories from the City, Stories from the Sea" right now. How does that always happen?