It has been a long while since I last posted.
A lot has been happening and happened. My life is quite the swirling mess of living extremes. A tough breakup, a loss of work, a financial crisis, along with a lot of self-growth and self-discovery.
I've found who I am and realised what I want in life. Now that I know, I have a better chance of reaching those goals. I have discovered that I need a change of career, so I am planning on going back to school. I am most likely going back to study psychology. This means that I have basically left the entertainment industry as a technician. I still will do the odd gig, but more for fun than for a job. For the time being, I am back at Steve's Music Store, running their DJ department. On that note, I am getting back into my DJing and music again.
Another thing that I have realised is that I actually am a relationship guy, a hopeless romantic, a family man. I want to eventually settle down, get married, have children, spoil them with love, and enjoy a good life. That being realised, I am finding myself feeling more lonely and craving love and companionship... which sucks cause I really hate the dating scene and ultimately suck at meeting new girls.
Lastly, I have found my inner hippie. That may sound cheesy, but it is true. I am getting out to more and more hippie style events; from drum circles, to psy-trance parties, to dubstep parties, to random fire spinning in a park. I love it. This is more me than I have been in a long time. A lot of it resonates through past, present, and future. I love the people that I am meeting, the energy is amazing, and the good times are always had.
With all of this change internally, I needed to change on the outside to reflect it all. As a result, I cute my long hair off and shaved my head down to an inch. Then I recently shaved my face clean, and trimmed some other parts
And I am quite happy with the results...
Shaved Hair
Shaved Face
All in all, I am beginning to heal pretty well from the summer. Life is still very tough and I am working through it... but I feel better. I just hope these trends will grow into a good life for the next while. I could really use this. Now if I could just meet a cute little alt.hippie-faerie girl... I'll be set! (it'd be nice to have someone to cuddle with for this cold winter).
~Acerbius
A lot has been happening and happened. My life is quite the swirling mess of living extremes. A tough breakup, a loss of work, a financial crisis, along with a lot of self-growth and self-discovery.
I've found who I am and realised what I want in life. Now that I know, I have a better chance of reaching those goals. I have discovered that I need a change of career, so I am planning on going back to school. I am most likely going back to study psychology. This means that I have basically left the entertainment industry as a technician. I still will do the odd gig, but more for fun than for a job. For the time being, I am back at Steve's Music Store, running their DJ department. On that note, I am getting back into my DJing and music again.
Another thing that I have realised is that I actually am a relationship guy, a hopeless romantic, a family man. I want to eventually settle down, get married, have children, spoil them with love, and enjoy a good life. That being realised, I am finding myself feeling more lonely and craving love and companionship... which sucks cause I really hate the dating scene and ultimately suck at meeting new girls.
Lastly, I have found my inner hippie. That may sound cheesy, but it is true. I am getting out to more and more hippie style events; from drum circles, to psy-trance parties, to dubstep parties, to random fire spinning in a park. I love it. This is more me than I have been in a long time. A lot of it resonates through past, present, and future. I love the people that I am meeting, the energy is amazing, and the good times are always had.
With all of this change internally, I needed to change on the outside to reflect it all. As a result, I cute my long hair off and shaved my head down to an inch. Then I recently shaved my face clean, and trimmed some other parts
And I am quite happy with the results...
Shaved Hair
Shaved Face
All in all, I am beginning to heal pretty well from the summer. Life is still very tough and I am working through it... but I feel better. I just hope these trends will grow into a good life for the next while. I could really use this. Now if I could just meet a cute little alt.hippie-faerie girl... I'll be set! (it'd be nice to have someone to cuddle with for this cold winter).
~Acerbius
