accasbel

Do we have a dating type? And do we fall back into the same roll no matter what we do? Are we doomed to be with the same person....just change name and situations and it is all there?

Oh dear Claudia, your name should just be Erin. The girl that crushed my heart. I see so much in Claudia that is Erin. And I know I should be weary.. and I guess I am, but still I wonder how this could happen. Why do I go out of my way to help someone and they then take advantage of me. So many questions, and yet I know I need to look inside and not outside. That is the hard part. The good news is I have time. I am in no rush to get "tied down"....unless it be in the good way

I love where I am...Yes I am probably a egotistical, self-centered, meglomanical jerk....but a part of me is ok with that...another part will tell you that it is a "twenties" thing and if I do not do it know, it will come back sometime. The twenties I feel are a time to be selfish....to explore everything life and give us and provide. That is why I do not understand the need to marry. I am finally finacially free, and family free. I can go anywhere and do anything....and yet people want an anchor. Maybe that which excites me, scares others....And yet only those who push beyond will succeed in seeing the new world, their new-selves....and the future that will last just as long as the next group pushes past those that set the limits. I do not want to go to the limits and see where others have been....I want to break it and set the new standards for everyone to be able to flourish in. But that is just me...