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I am so pissed right now.... and upset, and sad, and fucking lonely. I hate this. I feel so much love and hate for this girl. I have never loved someone so much. and I broke up with her, for good reason

we were together only for about 9 months, but in that amount of time she has taken my heart and kicked it, stomped it, held it close, loved it as much as it loved her, only to slap it and spit on it again.... well that carried on more than I ment it to

I feel like im under water, and I don't know what to do with myself...

im normally not this emo at all.