Won't you linger with me for a while?
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1. i was a curious child.
2. i used to be very bold.
3. i was abused and i didn't remember it until i was in my twenties.
4. i didn't think people could really forget things like being abused until i remembered it having happened to me.
5. knowing that i was abused explains a lot about my sex life.
6. i never thought...
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2. i used to be very bold.
3. i was abused and i didn't remember it until i was in my twenties.
4. i didn't think people could really forget things like being abused until i remembered it having happened to me.
5. knowing that i was abused explains a lot about my sex life.
6. i never thought...
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hellsforheroes:
I think I am going to live a long life...and it scares me...ironically
metatag:
Oddly, when you look very close at the realities of time and space, it turns out that there are many paradoxes 
Turning, I turn and I see nothing but my turning in my mind or my brain - that hurts when it shifts like this, a one quarter turn in the noggin, Turning toward the unlikely or the most likely, most likely since it is usually the probable that happens. Right? So if I turn I will go to the most likely and that is drums?...
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kod:
you have been tagged hehehe.
fred:
fool's gold
celestial chiropractor
adjusting clouds and connections
Manipulating fascia
levitating each gentile
3 feet in the air
cameras taped to head
spinning slow motion
The panoramic pinhole camera
of yesteryear of future tommorows
celestial chiropractor
adjusting clouds and connections
Manipulating fascia
levitating each gentile
3 feet in the air
cameras taped to head
spinning slow motion
The panoramic pinhole camera
of yesteryear of future tommorows
um, butter
she said
ten times the
chore to clean
that floor
how many times
must i tell you
i need it
like junk
just for me
lonely
but not alone
alone but
not lonely?
hum
she said before
when we were more
take care
my friend
of all
your friends
don't leave
one hollow
one aching
haven't you got
enough
for the whole class?...
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she said
ten times the
chore to clean
that floor
how many times
must i tell you
i need it
like junk
just for me
lonely
but not alone
alone but
not lonely?
hum
she said before
when we were more
take care
my friend
of all
your friends
don't leave
one hollow
one aching
haven't you got
enough
for the whole class?...
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_gone_:
i think i caught a cold .. i feel like crap .. i'm going back to bed 
nickfaust:
Hi back, thanks for your very sweet words.
Speaking of which, I love this:
we give what
we need
what we seek
Beautiful stuff.
Speaking of which, I love this:
we give what
we need
what we seek
Beautiful stuff.
dead are the lovers
they once drew near
a bond, two souls
to dance
dead they are
yet they drink
that eternal font
of misery
of hunger
of lust
of emptiness
they seek so much
a little hope
goes a long way
better it be ended quick
than left to this fate
to sip slowly
and to ebb
to drink of each other
only to...
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they once drew near
a bond, two souls
to dance
dead they are
yet they drink
that eternal font
of misery
of hunger
of lust
of emptiness
they seek so much
a little hope
goes a long way
better it be ended quick
than left to this fate
to sip slowly
and to ebb
to drink of each other
only to...
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contessakatarina:
Thank you for your beautiful words of encouragement - hope you feel better soon and get over your flu - Sending you virtual chicken soup and hugs x
drrtyrocstr:
you here?
words in my mind
they're not being kind
it's like they left me behind
to wonder what they are
and tear at my face
searching
there must be meaning
mustnt there?
i mean, this isn't really
no....
not one giant....
cosmic joke?
am i the punch line?
are you?
where are those
damnable words?
the ones i can't find
maybe if i hit rewind
perhaps...
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they're not being kind
it's like they left me behind
to wonder what they are
and tear at my face
searching
there must be meaning
mustnt there?
i mean, this isn't really
no....
not one giant....
cosmic joke?
am i the punch line?
are you?
where are those
damnable words?
the ones i can't find
maybe if i hit rewind
perhaps...
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broken, drifting
the sea of my insanity
washed up
something in my drink
link
blood, give me blood
now, i say
please? i'll wither
smithers
would you kindly
go fuck yourself?
oh, and sally too.
tic tock
here, at least
but there?
step out
splash a pail
paint the sky
lost and wandering
keep and eye
sally was peckish
you know
splitting, such a splitting...
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the sea of my insanity
washed up
something in my drink
link
blood, give me blood
now, i say
please? i'll wither
smithers
would you kindly
go fuck yourself?
oh, and sally too.
tic tock
here, at least
but there?
step out
splash a pail
paint the sky
lost and wandering
keep and eye
sally was peckish
you know
splitting, such a splitting...
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_gone_:
how are you doll? been a while since we talked .. last time i was a bit off kilter .. i'm better now...
trane:
No turds mean no stink.
But please feel free to come over and stink it up any time.
Howz it going? MERvalous I hope.
But please feel free to come over and stink it up any time.
Howz it going? MERvalous I hope.
Im sure you're somewhere fast asleep or doing something that maybe Id like to be doing, but I thought Id say hi. Considering the fact that Im drunk and stoned and have all manner of sex toys at my disposal, I think Im doing pretty good.... so why am I talking to you? HA! I'm NOT!!!
I'm not. Nothing. heh. hehehe. no THING!!! me! there...
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I'm not. Nothing. heh. hehehe. no THING!!! me! there...
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redfirefaery:
its not very nice to tease with those kinds of mental images... but then again, it is, if you know what i mean. kind of like a less personal version of phone sex. fill in your own results. 
did you enjoy yourself at least?
btw, goulash doesn't have to have meat, and can have lots of veggies. that was just how i made it the other day
Oooo give me a shopping list when you plan to visit so i can have enough veggie food for you. i'm the only one around here who isn't a carbs & carnivore kind of person, so i don't keep that much around...
call me, lady!
did you enjoy yourself at least?
btw, goulash doesn't have to have meat, and can have lots of veggies. that was just how i made it the other day
Oooo give me a shopping list when you plan to visit so i can have enough veggie food for you. i'm the only one around here who isn't a carbs & carnivore kind of person, so i don't keep that much around...
call me, lady!
_gone_:
it's sunday and it's been raining for three days straight and will probably be raining all day tomorrow also
***
prescription drugs are the only ones for me now & they kick my ass every time
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prescription drugs are the only ones for me now & they kick my ass every time
I'm too scared, too scared, too scared to move.
redfirefaery:
why scared, hun?
how was your "less than sober" night with your guy? i hope you had fun!
i'll post a basic recipe for goulash as soon as i can... which could mean in about 5 minutes...
i miss you!
how was your "less than sober" night with your guy? i hope you had fun!
i'll post a basic recipe for goulash as soon as i can
... which could mean in about 5 minutes...
i miss you!
aj_paradiselost:
Hey little Mrs. Mer. Well first off, I'm trying to quit smoking because it is one of those vices of mine that I really DON"T enjoy. And no I don't really do the catholic thing too much anymore, it was getting a bit too wierd. Too many christians everywhere. Maybe If I could have rented out the church for my own private sermons then.......well, who the fuck knows. Scared eh? What did you do babe? L8er...........AJ
a strange dance
it is
when love comes quickly
and so often
restrained by
by an idea
a thought of man
you are my possession
what a notion, lotion
slide to me
green, but the icky shade
a body in knots
leaking
a soul broken
seeking
there are nice things
things of man
ren & stimpy
the pyramids at giza
pepsi!
but at what price?...
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it is
when love comes quickly
and so often
restrained by
by an idea
a thought of man
you are my possession
what a notion, lotion
slide to me
green, but the icky shade
a body in knots
leaking
a soul broken
seeking
there are nice things
things of man
ren & stimpy
the pyramids at giza
pepsi!
but at what price?...
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drrtyrocstr:
I would love to dance, i would be honored to dance with you. If only I could find my way thru this crowded smoke filled room. I know I saw you, i caught a..
danm crowd
miss you
always do
danm crowd
miss you
always do
aj_paradiselost:
Hi ya there Mer, its been awhile. You can't strive to be more Mer cause you already are babe and there lies the problem. Rather than laying my head upon your shoulders babe I think you'd be more peaceful with yours on mine........L8er Mer, you know who loves ya......Aj
Hey, I commented again on that thread, go have a look.