if we are god getting to know itself, then the god that is you and the god that is me exist only so that we might know ourself. as i know you, i know myself and in the process, we know god more completely. the issue of mind seems a tricky one, but it's not. there is one mind and we all share it. because...
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cani screamcusi'drealllyliketoscream andi thinkthatabladewouldbeniceright nowcuzbloodsoundzyummysplashingall aroundmyanklesi'll loseeverythingeveryonealllovelostforeverandeveramenyoufuckers!!!!!!!!!!!!
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one comment later and i'm smiling. thank you.
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one comment later and i'm smiling. thank you.
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_gone_:
hey... you alright?
jackie:
you rock 
Ok, Ok!!
the HUMAN world is fucking broken. so what?
we're used to it this way.
it gives people something to do!!!!
(don't get your panties all in a bunch ;o)
yes, it is perfectly broken and it is perfect at the same time. i just left out the "human" part. while we're here, there really is no such thing as a "natural disaster." we...
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the HUMAN world is fucking broken. so what?
we're used to it this way.
it gives people something to do!!!!
(don't get your panties all in a bunch ;o)
yes, it is perfectly broken and it is perfect at the same time. i just left out the "human" part. while we're here, there really is no such thing as a "natural disaster." we...
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drrtyrocstr:
do you think these pants make my ass look big?
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leemarvinoswald:
maybe in order to understand mankind, we have to look at the word itself: "MANKIND".
basically, it is made up of two separate words--"mank" and "ind". what do these words mean? it's a mystery, and that's why so is mankind...
basically, it is made up of two separate words--"mank" and "ind". what do these words mean? it's a mystery, and that's why so is mankind...
the world is fucking broken. so what?
we're used to it this way.
it gives people something to do.
we're used to it this way.
it gives people something to do.
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drrtyrocstr:
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kevin8or:
You can try and be an optimist and thereby reject it's brokeness. You are working in vain.
You can be a pessimist and thereby revel in it's brokeness. You are helpless.
You can be a cynic and get used to it, and then try to do something about it.
You can be a pessimist and thereby revel in it's brokeness. You are helpless.
You can be a cynic and get used to it, and then try to do something about it.
Once Again, Poetry by Paul...
Broken Justice
The eyes of a criminal tell subliminal lies,
coz everyone's innocent in these barred bee-hives.
Rapists and 'philes and thugs all in tribes,
Even the nerds and geeks are held for crimes.
This jail can ruin your every hopz,
coz if you're not Christian you just can't elope.
So I must be a "sinner" for being a Buddhist,...
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Broken Justice
The eyes of a criminal tell subliminal lies,
coz everyone's innocent in these barred bee-hives.
Rapists and 'philes and thugs all in tribes,
Even the nerds and geeks are held for crimes.
This jail can ruin your every hopz,
coz if you're not Christian you just can't elope.
So I must be a "sinner" for being a Buddhist,...
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why would i think you were trying to pull a fast one .. if you say that a inmate is communicating thru you... then fine .. except that when i googled the name 
aj_paradiselost:
Tell Paul that was fucking wicked.......L8er Mer....Aj
I think Ill put some holly up - catch a fairy or two. I like the green. Ill do the real decorating in a couple of weeks. I just want something green and red rather than orange and brown in my house. My holly tree has the most beautiful red berries this year. Yum. ;o) Mistletoe too. When warriors met under mistletoe they put down...
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aj_paradiselost:
No shit it was an actual entry Mer, pretty fucking enlightening. I am impressed. I wish you would try me again on Yahoo when you see me. It would be pretty cool to bullshit live. Anyway things have been wierd here, I won't go into it right now, Take care Mer....L8er.........AJ
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OMG an actually journal entry from you .. I sort of like it
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I've been lucky so far .. I didn't even freak out when I got busted in Boston a couple of weeks ago for walking around with a knife clipped to my hip pocket .. I think it was partially because Tom was with me .. I should actually thank him for getting busted along with me since he could have easily avoided by keeping his trap shut but he didn't .. he did pretty much bitched the whole 24 hours tho .. I think it was because he is slightly claustrophobic .. good luck to Paul .. what was he booked on & how long is he away?
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I'm buying this for myself as a xmas gift .. I was was going to slurge on some electronic gizmo for about the same amount .. but I consider this as an investment just like my bed since I spend alot of time working in front of my pc
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I've been lucky so far .. I didn't even freak out when I got busted in Boston a couple of weeks ago for walking around with a knife clipped to my hip pocket .. I think it was partially because Tom was with me .. I should actually thank him for getting busted along with me since he could have easily avoided by keeping his trap shut but he didn't .. he did pretty much bitched the whole 24 hours tho .. I think it was because he is slightly claustrophobic .. good luck to Paul .. what was he booked on & how long is he away?
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I'm buying this for myself as a xmas gift .. I was was going to slurge on some electronic gizmo for about the same amount .. but I consider this as an investment just like my bed since I spend alot of time working in front of my pc
trace your turkey hand
the brown skins
and warblers
to the slaughter.
it's not that i don't enjoy
a gathering
of family and friends
and it isn't as if
i am unaware that
murder and war
come second nature
to man
expand!
but why a turkey and
not a child?
they die, we consume.
tender meat, so sweet
rotting the guts of gluttons
and of...
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the brown skins
and warblers
to the slaughter.
it's not that i don't enjoy
a gathering
of family and friends
and it isn't as if
i am unaware that
murder and war
come second nature
to man
expand!
but why a turkey and
not a child?
they die, we consume.
tender meat, so sweet
rotting the guts of gluttons
and of...
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redfirefaery:
it wasn't as bad as it could have been, but certainly not fun... sure, there were moments, like when my youngest brother's... lover? fiance? i don't know what they call each other... ate many pieces of pie, alphabetically by name, and enjoyed each one thoroughly... but i still miss those holidays where things are simple.
i still miss you
i still miss you
terminator_77:
did they translate the captions?
have you ever been just so _____ that there really is no _____ to _____? cuz i think i am.
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jackie:
oh yes..i know what you mean. But im not clever enough to fill inb the gaps 
Hope things are ok with you.
Hope things are ok with you.
ericdravyn:
HAPPY HAPPY TURKEY DAY!
And now for something completely different.
I've a good friend who is in jail. The circumstances are rather unimportant, as I know you'll all understand when I tell you that he is being retained unjustly. In fact, he hasn't been given much in the way of justice his entire life. He has helped me a lot in dealing with some of the shittier shit in...
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I've a good friend who is in jail. The circumstances are rather unimportant, as I know you'll all understand when I tell you that he is being retained unjustly. In fact, he hasn't been given much in the way of justice his entire life. He has helped me a lot in dealing with some of the shittier shit in...
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_gone_:
odd ...
whatshite:
Tell your boy keep his head up.. Hope all is well with you. Haven't spoken to you in forever. Take care luv.-C
I thank those of you who lingered with me for lingering but I do thank those of you who took a turn with it ever so much more!
Now, off with our clothes! The time is nigh for a romp in the wilderness of the imagination and perhaps even our local graveyards, wooded areas, ponds, lakes, fields, etc...! Let's go!!!
Now, off with our clothes! The time is nigh for a romp in the wilderness of the imagination and perhaps even our local graveyards, wooded areas, ponds, lakes, fields, etc...! Let's go!!!
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fred:
ok...
where are we going? do I need a sack lunch?
where are we going? do I need a sack lunch?
So how is shit Mer? I don't think you have posted for as long as I have. I'm trying to make the effort to catch up now anyway. Enjoying the weather? Yeah, if fucking blows. I let the fucking wolf go mad last night Demoness, wish I could remember exactly all that occured, but I rarely can. If I could remember then I think it would mean that I had a bit more control than I had. Fucking whatever. I hope you are crushing realiity beneath your feet like fallen snow or dead leaves.........L8er Demoness...........AJ