abyssia

~~~A Strange Thing Happened~~~


The Experience

like cream
with jam so sticky
slickering...
the mind aches
i am not the paradox
slipping again
more
too sticky....
no washing this
mind clog
thought and -
something else
something other...
egg, cracked
egg to swallow
egg, stuck on egg
egg...
source
something to that...
thought sludge
wrestle in mud
egg...
something....
egg........
thought,
like egg, slips through
aborted in zealous clutch.


My Response

i wait for it
not to resist
not this, at least.
ha!
not this time!
no, 'tis not i
bafflement, dismay
i must make room
i must...
pass through me
leave what you will
and then
and then be gone!
easier.... not resisting
leave me?
please.
and away go troubles
down the drain....
hair and grease and
what else?
stuck on stickers
sticky again?
no!
can't hold...
must organize
life -
is -
order -
i would like to smash 'em!
no.
no grasping egg
no grasping -
get-out-of-my-mind!!!
please
(must be polite)
pass through
leave what you will
and move on


As It Poured From My Mind

like cream
with jam so sticky
i wait for it
slickering...
the mind aches
not to resist
not this, at least.
ha!
not this time!
no, 'tis not i
i am not the paradox
bafflement, dismay
i must make room
i must...
pass through me
leave what you will
and then
and then be gone!
easier.... not resisting
slipping again
more
leave me?
please.
too sticky....
no washing this
and away go troubles
down the drain....
mind clog
hair and grease and
what else?
thought and -
something else
something other...
egg, cracked
egg to swallow
egg, stuck on egg
stuck on stickers
sticky again?
no! egg...
source
something to that...
can't hold...
thought sludge
wrestle in mud
must organize
life -
is -
order -
egg...
something....
i would like to smash 'em!
no.
egg........
no grasping egg
no grasping -
thought,
like egg, slips through
aborted in zealous clutch.
get-out-of-my-mind!!!
please
(must be polite)
pass through
leave what you will
and move on