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Friday Mar 04, 2005

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insecurity, he said
no
pain, loss, emptiness, longing
not insecurity
long ago, memory of insecurity
dream priestess, dream
cold sheets
the body records
a breeze
one little slip
life's blood drips, splashes, pools
offered on the altar of severity
what a mess -
memories of dreams
dreams of a future
fantasies of fur and freedom
flickering firelight casts memories
memories of futures undone
light is so light
the body, so heavy
spirit seeks release
tether, he was once her tether
held her
drew her back from the aether
back to herself
mind reels
spoon, silver?
a whole mouthful
gag me with a spoon!
bubblegum pops -
reality snaps back
drops for her eyes
her eyes drop
gaze fixed
a laugh!
a mad, maddening laugh
no, not insecurity
separation
cruel, meaningless separation
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guesiwaspunkonce:
wadda ya mean too old?? what are you like 40???? HAHAHAHAHA....ohhh shit you aren't 40 are you? FUCK!! I am such an idiot
Mar 10, 2005
guesiwaspunkonce:


SHIT!!! I better not crack you up too much or I will have to glue you back together (insert rimshot) HAHAHA- thank you, wow what a great audience, I will be here all week.......I went to far didn't I?? Ah forget it I am just gonna go to bed

and no worries, no where near 40, but you prolly don't need anyone to tell you that wink

[Edited on Mar 11, 2005 12:03AM]
Mar 10, 2005

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