abyssia

falling away
the lies and the truth
the closeness and...
and the chasm
can never be
can never be apart
the soft, chewy middle
like monkey brains
lick the oreo frosting
spoon the gelatin
slip into me
grab hold
take me
take me when you go
my soft, chewy middle
pulsing
tingling
electricity you can touch
space before time
the egg
the egg alone, useless
you have the wings
caged heart whispers
do not feel
do not feel the
soft, chewy middle
on and on
fly, seek, yearn
yearn for...
for that which can never be
yearn for clarity
seek truth
the truth of the matter
matters of the heart
the heart of the matter
hold it
hold the heart
feel it's beat
feel the pump filling
flooding
floating in
the soft, chewy middle

now squeeze.
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there was more - is more - i was typing in a fury, but the puter died and it is lost - at least for now. perhaps it will return to me. this night, it seems, is full of things not meant to be.
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ok, i think i came close... that's all she wrote - for now ;o)