crappy cranky awful day. days like today make me want to hit the reset button. i should not be awake. i should not be aware. i cannot sleep. not after that nightmare. no. i can't remember being so scared - maybe when i was little and nightmares happened more regularly. i've not had a nightmare in so long. i can't remember.... but this - this was hell. and today is hell. am i awake? i guess if i check this later and this isn't here then i'll know i'm still asleep..... or was? dammit.
there is something very not right about everything in my life lately - only i can't tell what it is. maybe it's me that's not right. they all say so....
the other day i walked into the sex shop and when the girl asked if i needed any help, i said, "yes, would you please direct me to the clitoral stimulators."
there is something very not right about everything in my life lately - only i can't tell what it is. maybe it's me that's not right. they all say so....
the other day i walked into the sex shop and when the girl asked if i needed any help, i said, "yes, would you please direct me to the clitoral stimulators."
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typically "they" don't know what the hell "they" are saying...
I have not forgot about "the viewing"(next in line in story about death), but I have been lazy...forgive?...
that what I should be doing is the thing that I'm trying to reason with myself that it does not need to get done just yet so I can take a nap...or just loaf about...(after reading this sentence, I'm sure there's a better way to lay it out to get my message across, but...)