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abyssia

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Saturday Sep 25, 2004

Sep 24, 2004
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belly sick
dizzy
terrified terrified
looked into the mirror
nothing
so they don't rub sheets
tickles
i try
sorry
yes
i know why you can't want me
feels like something is going to happen now the feeling is now
don't know the something
foreboding
big
no thing - empty me
i am
i think in direction of the something and it is awesome, awful, terrifying y? or i? spell bad smell bad
no thing to love
no, it just came to mind
think me green me think green - no pentacle power
no, this can't be gotten rid of so easily.
i don't know and i don't know the something but i feel it and i don't know it.
yes yes i should not have reached out but if i didn't, i wouldn't be being me...?
yes no. big, very big. i don't feel it, just feel terror.
can usually feel whatever "it" i reach for, always can, not now
i sit up and breathe
why does my heart go on beating? why do these tears of mine fall? don't they know it's the end of the world, it ended when you said goodbye.
song old song
don't know why i thought it, just did. typed it.
sea sick
i don't know
no yes so many did it. britney bitch even "remade" it no yes confusing
no more looking in the mirror
i want to talk
wannaa talk
let them come let them come
button buh
it worked
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
redfirefaery:
i wonder how many words it would take to put all that emotion and intensity into prose...

i absolutely LOVE the movement, rhythm, sensory additions & quick associations somebody else probably wouldn't put together but they fit. paints a dramatic picture. i, however, would NOT want to be in the shoes of the one feeling those emotions. i have been there WAY too many times. what's going on, anyway? you going to be ok?

just to let you know, i finally posted pics of my pale girl & froggie (if you want to see them). spent most of last night alone in my bed with her biggrin.

♥ firefae



[Edited on Sep 27, 2004 10:43AM]
Sep 27, 2004
drakonos:
Michaelangelo's David? lol teeny weenie? So I got a teenie weenie ya implying? confused

But no, Renaissance Art was neo-classical, so all male genitalae were 'shrunkened', and the focus was the masculature of the human form.. hence the Gods of yore with a Herakleian build, while the Goddesses had a very 'supple and fertile' appeal in their image.

And perhaps you may have to charge.. I recommended seapuppy to you about his image being also stretched. So, can that be charged to me instead? wink

And thanks for your kind words.. hehe though Im unsure about the David reference. I guess its just who I am, whether one way or the other, and my heart, well, Ill just have to prevent it from going to the dark side, regardless the price.

- J.
Sep 27, 2004

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