abyssia

Hey Abyssia. I'm really beginning to think that adding you to my friend list was a really cool thing to do on my part. I really dig on your play of words as a means of expressing yourself. As far as the male side goes its kind of different.
I enjoy being male, not just because I've never been anything else but there is a standard of behavior. I've really never given a damn what anyone else thought, but that usually dwells within the realm of interests, how I dress, what I listen to, who I take as my friends....etc. However it all comes down to the first thing that is obviously percieved, he is male, she is female, after that there is race and then further perceptions, the way they look etc etc.
When I'm hanging out with the" Guys" at work and we are throwing back beers and shit many assume that though we are all different we are all GUYs and at least click on that level. When I stepped outside of that by being friendly to someone the GUYs were supposed to be taunting and making fun of it didn't make me feel like one of the guys.
I got over it because I know that I am bigger than that. In the end it came down to will a different group of GUYs be watching me at the bar and thinking that maybe I am less than they. As a minority your battle is pretty much always trying to show that you are just as good if not better so I think that in the end that little thought is nagging away in the end. I am being long winded but you know what. I only have a love of humanity when I can put myself in thier places. I do that with all my animals. How are they feeling would I want a bigger cage. Would I want to be fed before the week was out if I were the Boa?
I just try to see living things as if, what if I were them? Okay, done now.

Send me your writings, or ramblings. It is pure poetry. I really want to hear them.