abyssia

It was glorious while it lasted. I returned Maity to her daddy last night. I feel so alone without my pooka. My DoGod. She was love-starved. She needed a bath. She needed to be taken on walks. I did all I could (even though she hates baths). She's been sick and is taking medication that makes her thirsty. She needs water all night and even to be let out in the middle of the night. I can only hope he'll start doing that for her. Maity was much calmer and seemed happier after being here a few days. I'm so worried for her. He isn't outright abusing her, he's just not doing all that I can do since I have the time and energy. I think I love her more than any person I know. I failed her by leaving without her. I am failing her by not having a place where she can live with me all the time. I don't even know if he would let me have her, but I should be in a position to ask.