abyssia

i offer my thanks to all of you for putting up with me.

that last entry was far more than my standard "brain dump" - it was part conversation and part reflection on a conversation with something no one else was hearing. awful as it was at the time, it was necessary and i am grateful for it. i am also grateful for all of your kind comments and some very precious concern.

you are all so beautiful in such amazingly diverse ways, yet you have taken the time to write some pretty wonderful words to me. not only that, but you actually READ the crap i dump in here! there ought to be a medal for that.

i don't know when i'll post again - it could be tonight or in six weeks. the flavor will likely be slightly different. nah, i'm sure i'll still be writing about frustration and using sex as metaphor for divine union - which it really isn't a metaphor for at all.... it IS divine union. hum. yeah - even a quickie in the bar bathroom. see? i'm almost my same old quirky self. ;o)