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Wednesday Dec 07, 2005

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if we are god getting to know itself, then the god that is you and the god that is me exist only so that we might know ourself. as i know you, i know myself and in the process, we know god more completely. the issue of mind seems a tricky one, but it's not. there is one mind and we all share it. because we are housed in what appear to be individual bodies with individual brains, we have different interfaces with that mind so we experience it differently. not a big shock. mind over matter. heh. mind and matter aren't different. it's all energy. we're energy. matter is energy. energy simply takes different forms. this is verging on elementary. but hey, it's better than leaving you with the violence that is so frequently the experience of my mind. sometimes i don't mind being in this skin sack and sometimes i am shrieking to shred, shed it. sometimes i enjoy it quite a bit. how is it i remember the future? how have i seen what i have seen - how do i keep that and still smile when i meet someone, look them in the eye and say, "how do you do?"? at least i don't wonder at my trembling. this skin sack has interesting reactions but most are predictable. i'm sure you know yours quite well. it's our little vehicle for experience as god.

i could use more specific language, but even that is open for interpretation so im writing simply. objectivitity and subjectivity, spirit and soul and all of our preconceptions get laid upon language. take what you will and leave the rest or ask. ;o)
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aj_paradiselost:
I have spent eons hunting down whatever gods may have lived that man has created for himself. And now I feel myself getting higher and higher from one Metal album to the next.
So how is shit Mer? I don't think you have posted for as long as I have. I'm trying to make the effort to catch up now anyway. Enjoying the weather? Yeah, if fucking blows. I let the fucking wolf go mad last night Demoness, wish I could remember exactly all that occured, but I rarely can. If I could remember then I think it would mean that I had a bit more control than I had. Fucking whatever. I hope you are crushing realiity beneath your feet like fallen snow or dead leaves.........L8er Demoness...........AJ
Dec 12, 2005
true_love:
I guess knowing this has it's benefits but really just raises more questions. Only meditation brings real peace because freedom is space and medtitating on who one is clears/burns karma and thus creates space.
Dec 18, 2005

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