abyssia

1. i was a curious child.
2. i used to be very bold.
3. i was abused and i didn't remember it until i was in my twenties.
4. i didn't think people could really forget things like being abused until i remembered it having happened to me.
5. knowing that i was abused explains a lot about my sex life.
6. i never thought i'd live past twenty.
7. i am still surprised that i'm alive .
8. i have no plan.
9. i used to think i would be a mother and a wife if i did live past twenty.
10. i'm still curious.
11. i am often confused.
12. i don't have much trouble with the concept and reality of paradox.
13. i do have trouble with the concepts and realities of time and space.
14. i have tried to die.
15. i am glad i did not die - usually.
16. i am easily hurt.
17. because i am easily hurt, i often shield myself more than i would like from those who could hurt me.
18. even though i have been abused by men, i am more fearful of women. i just find that kind of odd.
19. most people think i am sane.
20. i think most people are wrong.

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I'll never tell you anything you can't figure out yourself unless I want to.

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I'm going to tag, Games, Aj-Paradiselost, Projecta119, Spott, and DrrtyRocstr.

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I just realized that the above statement sounded rather pretentious, but it is true. Even I may think I'm being really open and honest with you, but I won't let you know anything I don't really want you to know. Yes, I use this thing for "therapy." Heh. I'm a mer.