step aside
you're not wanted here
not your kind
run, hide
else they'll hunt you
pink-skinned sack of water
so juicy...
i digress
some cling to their pain
they spread it
it cannot be taken without consent
you see the difficulty
never-ending pain
perhaps we ease it for a moment?
eleven, thirteen, forty-two
numbers - me? no.
another me
signs everywhere
wherever signs are sold...
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you're not wanted here
not your kind
run, hide
else they'll hunt you
pink-skinned sack of water
so juicy...
i digress
some cling to their pain
they spread it
it cannot be taken without consent
you see the difficulty
never-ending pain
perhaps we ease it for a moment?
eleven, thirteen, forty-two
numbers - me? no.
another me
signs everywhere
wherever signs are sold...
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the energy is muted
what to drink?
the nexus point polluted
yet the dolphin played
some sparks survive
what next?
beyond the gates
the energy flows free and pure
or does it?
a dream, perhaps
a wish?
no longer dark nor light
the question is simpler
smack the donkey
i meant mule...
the journey of your lifetimes
begin again
what to drink?
it's not just...
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what to drink?
the nexus point polluted
yet the dolphin played
some sparks survive
what next?
beyond the gates
the energy flows free and pure
or does it?
a dream, perhaps
a wish?
no longer dark nor light
the question is simpler
smack the donkey
i meant mule...
the journey of your lifetimes
begin again
what to drink?
it's not just...
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oak:
Oh, and thanks for the good wishes!
cosyne:
I read The Grapes of Wrath. I'm pretty sure that book has changed my life. Goddamn -- what a rude awakening....
you felt soft, like snow
your feathers so light
and like a tiny sun
your body's warmth ebbing away...
you spoke to me
i spoke to you
the dog simply did what doggies do
i should have known
your chirps were so clear
"pain" you said
and "panic"
but i looked in the ivy
and up in the bush
while the dog - she knew...
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your feathers so light
and like a tiny sun
your body's warmth ebbing away...
you spoke to me
i spoke to you
the dog simply did what doggies do
i should have known
your chirps were so clear
"pain" you said
and "panic"
but i looked in the ivy
and up in the bush
while the dog - she knew...
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contessakatarina:
Emotional Blackmail is difficult to eradicate - I can identify with being attracted to the more "difficult and mentally unstable kind" in the past - I was doing the whole saviour thing, when really I should have put more energy into saving myself rather than wasting years on psychotic men - anyway, glad you got a break there my sweet. I have just read your latest poem: beautiful melancholy - I could feel your sympathy and compassion in this piece - thank you
redfirefaery:
perhaps you have the right of it 
hey you changed your pic! i like the new one.
kisses abound
hey you changed your pic! i like the new one.
kisses abound
out of the frying pan
into the place where lost loves live
fuck it. i'm going away for the week. i don't need to write anything! hahaha!
so why don't i feel any relief? oh, the relief comes in the writing. dammit. but i can't just plop down and write. i need to be standing on the beach with a gun in my hand... no......
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into the place where lost loves live
fuck it. i'm going away for the week. i don't need to write anything! hahaha!
so why don't i feel any relief? oh, the relief comes in the writing. dammit. but i can't just plop down and write. i need to be standing on the beach with a gun in my hand... no......
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nightvixen:
how have you been sweetie?
miss you........
miss you........
contessakatarina:
I love your stream of consciousness - always in the moment, real, self analysing, never self aggrandising...Now don't you get too moon burnt honey - some day light won't hurt you either..(Yeah, this is rich coming from a Goth Princess..I know) Blessings for your mini break - x
Chocolate coated and clever
She licks and licks and licks
Paws must remain clean
Claws, maintained
And the chocolate
So deeply ingrained
With the butter
And the other things
The same
Alone but not lonesome
Different but not changed
Stripes you might see
Or the flash of her maw
And then you are gone
Chewy,
Gooey,
Goodness.
Little Black Sambo
Never stood a chance
Nor...
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She licks and licks and licks
Paws must remain clean
Claws, maintained
And the chocolate
So deeply ingrained
With the butter
And the other things
The same
Alone but not lonesome
Different but not changed
Stripes you might see
Or the flash of her maw
And then you are gone
Chewy,
Gooey,
Goodness.
Little Black Sambo
Never stood a chance
Nor...
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jackie:
yeah we are both lucky to have found each other. We are a great team! 
redfirefaery:
Ooooo madness! What fun I have to look forward to! 
ok, i have to get myself out of that damnable truck. my head may still be bobbling, but i can't handle all the bumps in the road. my life at the moment is defined by pain. yeah, the girlie kind. only more extreme than ever before and worse than having my gallbladder removed. i'm going to curl up now with some chocolate ice cream and...
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aj_paradiselost:
Take those fucking cramps like a man Mer. Cmon suck it up, suck it up..........LOL, you know who loves ya.........L8er.........Aj
whatshite:
Hope all is well. I feel for you. I have strep throat. Plus it's too fuckin hot. Get well luv,- C %)
I feel like a bobble head doll who has long since lost her adhesive and been crazy glued to the cracked and dirty dashboard of a 1980 Ford Pickup. It's 95 and humid. There is no a/c and the window cranks are broken - puffs of air squeeze through the inch or two left at the top. Eighteen wheelers pass us by as we go...
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_gone_:
Thanks for the visit .. I'm Okay now .. it lasted for a day and a half this time .. I need to go visit the restaurant surplus store to pick up some new used porcelain plates & bowls .. and a couple of extra large coffee cups.
As far writing is concerned I haven't had much time to do any .. but your suggestions are good and I probably will be using them.
If you look in my pic folder later I will have a goofy pic of myself in it later.
see ya luv .. and thanks again for dropping by .. oh and I may be on later on if you feel like chatting.
~ Alien
As far writing is concerned I haven't had much time to do any .. but your suggestions are good and I probably will be using them.
If you look in my pic folder later I will have a goofy pic of myself in it later.
see ya luv .. and thanks again for dropping by .. oh and I may be on later on if you feel like chatting.
~ Alien
projecta119:
Interesting landscape you paint with your words.....
paradise
for the lost
and the found
to tremble
at the feet
of the coffee maker
tiny dot footprints...
and the laser
forms the beam
that we straddle -
tread upon
it eats your eyes
your windows
close.
the air is
so close, so dense
just breathe
remember to breathe
suspense
suspending breath,
imagination,
belief - to see
through the windows
of another.
suggestion box...
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for the lost
and the found
to tremble
at the feet
of the coffee maker
tiny dot footprints...
and the laser
forms the beam
that we straddle -
tread upon
it eats your eyes
your windows
close.
the air is
so close, so dense
just breathe
remember to breathe
suspense
suspending breath,
imagination,
belief - to see
through the windows
of another.
suggestion box...
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redfirefaery:
out of place dreamer
shaken
not stirred into
liquid insanity
supported by
chemical calm,
she breathes past promise
as she regrets
lack of flight
bracing again,
weathering storm
tempest dance falling
innocence wonder
and sadness
shining crystal water clear
♥
shaken
not stirred into
liquid insanity
supported by
chemical calm,
she breathes past promise
as she regrets
lack of flight
bracing again,
weathering storm
tempest dance falling
innocence wonder
and sadness
shining crystal water clear
♥
jackie:
thanks
i am naked
under my clothes
from the soles of my feet
to the tip of my nose
i am naked
under my skin
there aren't many people
i'll allow to peer in
i am naked
under my flesh
my soul thinks it's safer
inside that nest
i am naked
under my bones
i know this body
is only on loan
i am naked
under...
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under my clothes
from the soles of my feet
to the tip of my nose
i am naked
under my skin
there aren't many people
i'll allow to peer in
i am naked
under my flesh
my soul thinks it's safer
inside that nest
i am naked
under my bones
i know this body
is only on loan
i am naked
under...
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jackie:
thank you for your lovely comment.
trilobyte:
Wondering is good. Sometimes even when you know, it's good to wonder. At least I think so... I'm not familiar with A.O. Spare at all, though I suspect that's something I should look at remedying.
i peer into the depths -
to the farthest reaches of mind.
"be not afraid, i go before you always..."
that one drew tears.
an invention of man - seeking,
striving to give voice to -
to that which resides within all.
chaos, order, intention, magick...
are all right here -
the eternal "now"
look! how beautiful it is.
what peace to simply...
to simply...
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to the farthest reaches of mind.
"be not afraid, i go before you always..."
that one drew tears.
an invention of man - seeking,
striving to give voice to -
to that which resides within all.
chaos, order, intention, magick...
are all right here -
the eternal "now"
look! how beautiful it is.
what peace to simply...
to simply...
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pixilated101:
Hi...hope all is well...
_gone_:
Hey no worries, I put away my 6 d-cell maglite ... I'm sorry you had to go thru all of the rigmarole .. I've never been forced to have to hold a corpse in cold storage for the ground to thaw enough to bury it ... hmmm that's a wicked tagline for a story, if you don't use it, I'm gonna, as they all say truth is stranger than fiction .. well you had an interesting weekend .. digging a hole to bury a loved one .. oh and speaking of strange remind me to tell you my dead gramps story, it's a doosie .. right now I'm warming up gummie bears in my pits .. ever do that to get them softer, to make them tastier? I know I'm odd .. but hey it's still early for me yet, erm .. not that I'm going to change in two hours from being odd to not being odd .. if I'm lucky I'll be weirder within that time.
I took a picture of myself making a funny face .. I don't know if I should post it .. my persona would nose dive from being brooding and mysterious to just plain goofy.
Well anyway I need to go do the three S' .. catch you later.
~ Alien
I took a picture of myself making a funny face .. I don't know if I should post it .. my persona would nose dive from being brooding and mysterious to just plain goofy.
Well anyway I need to go do the three S' .. catch you later.
~ Alien
I am not well. Who knows what could come of it.... Maybe something interesting, maybe nothing at all. Right now, my mind is such a blank that I am simply amazed. Usually I have so many thoughts running about it's all I can do to capture their shadowy reflections in my posts. For now, I am nothing, but nothing ever is - so I know...
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hellsforheroes:
whatever goes on in nothing-land...please do describe in languid verbs later...thank you.
zenfinite:
Hello my friend. Sorry I've gotten lax on the email, but as you can guess I've been slightly busier than usual lately. Your little comments to my journal always make me laugh, I feel like I've got a cheering section sometimes. No worries, I cheer for you. If you ever get too crazy bored, lemme know. I'm sure I could be convinced to inject some sanity into your day. Not a whole lot tho. I'm slightly off myself hehe. See you later sweetie.
Zen
Sorry I've gotten lax on the email, but as you can guess I've been slightly busier than usual lately. Your little comments to my journal always make me laugh, I feel like I've got a cheering section sometimes. No worries, I cheer for you. If you ever get too crazy bored, lemme know. I'm sure I could be convinced to inject some sanity into your day. Not a whole lot tho. I'm slightly off myself hehe. See you later sweetie.
Zen
where is that damned escape hatch?
i know i put it somewhere.
under the couch?
the light over the bed?
wait - methinks it lives in my head!
i close my eyes.
i snuff the sound.
i find the gate it is small and round.
damn! it will not budge.
o Peter? would you be a dear?
"when you blow your moon away, i'll bleed...
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i know i put it somewhere.
under the couch?
the light over the bed?
wait - methinks it lives in my head!
i close my eyes.
i snuff the sound.
i find the gate it is small and round.
damn! it will not budge.
o Peter? would you be a dear?
"when you blow your moon away, i'll bleed...
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contessakatarina:
Awesome - beautiful - stream of consciousness or from the conscious? You have such a gift - do you publish?
redfirefaery:
i'm looking at one of these ?
?
isn't about what I'm feeling at every
moment, things were cleared up and
I liked the last line the best