i know the pit
i've seen the bottom
i know it is false
there is more to this abyss
i must seek it
i must sink
i need to get lower
lower and lower and
lower still
because until i hit the bottom
there is always farther to fall
and until i hit the bottom
if ever i hit the bottom
i will be in...
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i've seen the bottom
i know it is false
there is more to this abyss
i must seek it
i must sink
i need to get lower
lower and lower and
lower still
because until i hit the bottom
there is always farther to fall
and until i hit the bottom
if ever i hit the bottom
i will be in...
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Plain and Simple
my old familiar friend - Numb
welcome Numb
nice to see you
yeah, i was just being polite.
can you make them stop?
can you stop the chattering?
can you stop the arguing?
can you stop the berating and commanding and...
can you stop their noise?
usually i can, but all attempts fail.
so Numb, what can you do for me?
that's...
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my old familiar friend - Numb
welcome Numb
nice to see you
yeah, i was just being polite.
can you make them stop?
can you stop the chattering?
can you stop the arguing?
can you stop the berating and commanding and...
can you stop their noise?
usually i can, but all attempts fail.
so Numb, what can you do for me?
that's...
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calvinamil:
hey darlin,
thanks for the uplifting comment, i was swimming in a bit of a stink hole the last couple days, and i was touched to hear (see) such nice words from you. Thanks for being a friend
thanks for the uplifting comment, i was swimming in a bit of a stink hole the last couple days, and i was touched to hear (see) such nice words from you. Thanks for being a friend
mrcool:
Gets around doesnt he?
falling away
the lies and the truth
the closeness and...
and the chasm
can never be
can never be apart
the soft, chewy middle
like monkey brains
lick the oreo frosting
spoon the gelatin
slip into me
grab hold
take me
take me when you go
my soft, chewy middle
pulsing
tingling
electricity you can touch
space before time
the egg
the egg alone, useless...
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the lies and the truth
the closeness and...
and the chasm
can never be
can never be apart
the soft, chewy middle
like monkey brains
lick the oreo frosting
spoon the gelatin
slip into me
grab hold
take me
take me when you go
my soft, chewy middle
pulsing
tingling
electricity you can touch
space before time
the egg
the egg alone, useless...
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drrtyrocstr:
Hey Girl,
In the OBX, im me cell
In the OBX, im me cell
amok:
Thanks for the Tarot card, that's awesome! I'll have to tell you of my Tarot inspired photographic comic book I want to put on the web.
Strength eh? I think you know all about strength... I don't know what you've been through, but from what you've told me, you've survived a lot. I've had it pretty easy, so I think that when we're talkin' strength, you're the goddess of it.
Strength eh? I think you know all about strength... I don't know what you've been through, but from what you've told me, you've survived a lot. I've had it pretty easy, so I think that when we're talkin' strength, you're the goddess of it.
too depressed for words.
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mysterymantra:
Let's take a deep breath, now one more time. Close your eyes and think of the most beautiful rainbow you have ever seen, reaching its spectrum accross the afternoon sky. Smell the scent of a rainfall. Now, I want you to say to yourself, I am worthy of all good things that happen to me. Remember the words, I am worthy, I deserve good things, I am important. Now when you wake up, you will feel refreshed and whole. You will feel positive and those negative feelings will wash away like the waters of the late afternoon rain.
There is no good reason for such a beautiful and caring soul such as yourself to feel pain today or harbor ill feelings about life...Go now, be free
orginal...the author
[Edited on Jan 20, 2005 6:42PM]
There is no good reason for such a beautiful and caring soul such as yourself to feel pain today or harbor ill feelings about life...Go now, be free
orginal...the author
[Edited on Jan 20, 2005 6:42PM]
drrtyrocstr:
Talk to me tomarrow during the day..k
dark or demonic? no, they're not the same. traditional imagery does not fit. it fails. try angels with blood dripping not only from their swords, but from their mouths. demons fiercely protecting life. try a heaven that is hell and a hell that simply does not exist save that which man creates. and where am i in this mix? i'm no mere spectator. none is,...
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catherinewheel69:
Awww I'm a little hurt here. If you saw my pup you wouldn't think scary, just bad photos. But stylish is def good and that he is. So how are things? I have just been keeping really busy lately. 
amok:
Thanks Abyssia! You are so sweet to say what you said, regarding Spider's death, and everything, oh, so nice of you.... I feel the same way girl.... you are someone I hope to get to know better, whether through SG, or however, you are a person I would love to continue to have as a friend, for a long long time!
From the Mind of Minolta:
consciousness transcends time and space.
yup, you can exist in time and space... well, how esle would you exist? but that doesn't mean you're conscious of yourself in the moment.
tell me how wrong i am... ;o)
consciousness transcends time and space.
yup, you can exist in time and space... well, how esle would you exist? but that doesn't mean you're conscious of yourself in the moment.
tell me how wrong i am... ;o)
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hellsforheroes:
uh-huh
drrtyrocstr:
No, really have a nice day, err um evening at this point
i am guilty of crimes against nature. i combined left over mashed potatoes with left over chicken fried rice. i am fortunate there was no pasta in the fridge.
my fortune cookie was particularly appropriate:
It is easier to make friends than to keep them.
of course that came with smilie faces on both ends like so:
It is easier to make friends than to...
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my fortune cookie was particularly appropriate:
It is easier to make friends than to keep them.
of course that came with smilie faces on both ends like so:
It is easier to make friends than to... Read More
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deadmansparty:
See, what you have here is potential that had not been realized. Small amount of mashed potatoes, mix in fried rice
and fry them like dumplings. Cover in marinara and you have what I call a meal.
and fry them like dumplings. Cover in marinara and you have what I call a meal.
projecta119:
don't stop being you, Mer... I've just taken some time to think about the defination of 'pathetic'.... it is easier to make friends than keep them...the chinese do know something about fortunes it seems....
From the Mind of Minolta:
The death of desire is the ultimate death.
The death of desire is the ultimate death.
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drrtyrocstr:
rather sounds as if you are the fair maiden sending far off to conquer a strang land..I kind if like that
deadmansparty:
Beer, it's a miracle drug 
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williamtrinity:
alone and empty. i feel like that too much
catherinewheel69:
Thank you for your wonderful idea. How are you?
it slips
the mind goes
and what there is
what there was
what is left?
slip, slippery, slick
welcoming
warm
hi!
come here now
be here now
nowhere
it slips
spinning
sliding
child dancing in the grass
barefoot in yellow
yellow stings
you've hurt my nest!
watch as the poison pumps in
it slips
lean back in the swing
legs pump
higher
higher
fly!
whistle...
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the mind goes
and what there is
what there was
what is left?
slip, slippery, slick
welcoming
warm
hi!
come here now
be here now
nowhere
it slips
spinning
sliding
child dancing in the grass
barefoot in yellow
yellow stings
you've hurt my nest!
watch as the poison pumps in
it slips
lean back in the swing
legs pump
higher
higher
fly!
whistle...
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daekrys:
this is one shaved pussy that won't be witnessed by friends if i can help it
drrtyrocstr:
How ya feeling girl, any better?
i am so sick. i am so sick i can't even sleep. no medicine is helping. and someone is making a lot of noise just outside my bedroom window. had i a voice, i'd shout, "Hey! I'm Sick!!!" and maybe they'd stop. probably not. this sucks. this so totally sucks and you get to read about it! boogers! fever! no voice and a throat so...
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drrtyrocstr:
just until the apropriate moment... 
How about you?
How about you?
aj_paradiselost:
If you had that many fuckers rubbing on ya you wouldn't have time to feel sick. Yeah in a perfect fucking world you could yell out the window that you were sick and the blower would be shut off but in reality?.......Yeah well I'm sure you know. Anyway whats new? Any new thoughts in the mind of a Demoness. I always dig on hearing about them. L8er on babeeeeeeeee...........Aj
energy shifts and i am pleased
she shudders and shakes
a global orgasm...
we are naught but fleas
where is my horror?
where is my pain?
she awakens my hunger
i want to see more
growing-pains
death-throws
which stirs in me?
i am becoming
throw yourself against the wind
thrash and wail!
we laugh
the salt of the earth shall salt the earth
your tears...
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she shudders and shakes
a global orgasm...
we are naught but fleas
where is my horror?
where is my pain?
she awakens my hunger
i want to see more
growing-pains
death-throws
which stirs in me?
i am becoming
throw yourself against the wind
thrash and wail!
we laugh
the salt of the earth shall salt the earth
your tears...
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catherinewheel69:
Thinking of you! Happy New Year. Hope you have a Great 2005! 
drrtyrocstr:
feeeling any better?
Was getting worried there for a minute. Sorry to hear about your emergancy. Hope everything is ok. Missed you and your kisses.
I am at a low at this point. Way to much drama at work. And at home for that matter. Just got back from Chicago.
Something good humm......
Well your back this is a good thing! Talk with you soon.
~ Alien