a shade, a shadow
the glimmer of an idea
breezes by my knees
i scoop, i swirl, i dance
i dance a dance like no other
what is so, is so
but it is not what is
whispers and echoes
catch my ear
mind races, heart pounds
they say time heals
i know time is not
never was...
i smile
i beg you to fill...
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the glimmer of an idea
breezes by my knees
i scoop, i swirl, i dance
i dance a dance like no other
what is so, is so
but it is not what is
whispers and echoes
catch my ear
mind races, heart pounds
they say time heals
i know time is not
never was...
i smile
i beg you to fill...
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in the last
at last
at least there is
some notion of
of the end
maybe...
crowded and huddled
splayed and flayed
murmuring
babbling mad bubbles
this brook has seen better days -
at last
in the end
a glimpse of
of the Truth?
possibly...
frailty and fondness
fucking foreverness
flapjacks fanning the flawless
the flawed, fanning themselves
melting, eating, served on silver -
self...
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at last
at least there is
some notion of
of the end
maybe...
crowded and huddled
splayed and flayed
murmuring
babbling mad bubbles
this brook has seen better days -
at last
in the end
a glimpse of
of the Truth?
possibly...
frailty and fondness
fucking foreverness
flapjacks fanning the flawless
the flawed, fanning themselves
melting, eating, served on silver -
self...
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pixilated101:
Don't worry about me little missy...I'm in great sprits...I just tend to think up stuff and write it down whether or not it pertains to my life at present or not (maybe past related)...I constantly review my life past, present, future...and thoughts for all three come to me in the present...If I wrote down all the thoughts that come to me then I bet much more people than just you would worry...
nightvixen:
pitter patter the sound of my heart!
miss you doll
miss you doll
do we create our own souls?
We are born into this world as animals with little more to our character
than instinct and need.
Each of us develop ideas, experience tragedy and Joy, and meet challenges
with Triumph and failure.
The transformation of self through experience is one of building the soul,
and not always for the rosy, euphemisms associated with positive spiritual
development.
Some...
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We are born into this world as animals with little more to our character
than instinct and need.
Each of us develop ideas, experience tragedy and Joy, and meet challenges
with Triumph and failure.
The transformation of self through experience is one of building the soul,
and not always for the rosy, euphemisms associated with positive spiritual
development.
Some...
Read More
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nemisis:
Yea, I agree with the statement to a point. It does seem as though People instinctively strive so hard to leave a legacy or mark on the world, only for it to be inevitably wiped clean as though we never existed. Knowing that our being here will not consist of infinite proof, maybe we justify our instinctive objective to some point with the belief of a soul.
_gone_:
yes he sure does .. good insight
our legacy that we leave behind our immortality would be our offspring
everything else is just material objects that can be bought and sold thus forgotten
where there is a beginning there shall also be an end
~ Alien
our legacy that we leave behind our immortality would be our offspring
everything else is just material objects that can be bought and sold thus forgotten
where there is a beginning there shall also be an end
~ Alien
my hands in her care?
death, ill dignified
change, incomplete
maybe limbo is all i see?
bound by flesh
bound by hope
bound by fleeting images
sights as changeable,
as fearsome as the sea
from these thoughts
from this queer notion
i feel myself turn
retreat?
not an option
must explore
must give time
time to give
phantasms of what may come -
is she...
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death, ill dignified
change, incomplete
maybe limbo is all i see?
bound by flesh
bound by hope
bound by fleeting images
sights as changeable,
as fearsome as the sea
from these thoughts
from this queer notion
i feel myself turn
retreat?
not an option
must explore
must give time
time to give
phantasms of what may come -
is she...
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aj_paradiselost:
Fucking wierd Demoness. How did you know that i like to keep my friends photos in view? Hmmmmm. Maybe you are just a bit more extrordinary than I originally thought. This is the most serious comment I have ever done cause it wierded me out........L8er.........Aj
aj_paradiselost:
P.S. I know you don't talk to even half of those fuckers on your friendship page, so why keep the rest around?........L8er.......Aj
[Edited on May 06, 2005 9:51AM]
[Edited on May 06, 2005 9:51AM]
dragon's blood for you
keep away
i won't go
do not tempt me
i will crush you
i never did much care for tricksters
do the bunny hop
from star to star
dust to dust
you know you are!
i do not like orange
garish, gauche
astral project... my ass!
so much anger
no more fear
remember tears for fears?
eh, you were just a...
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keep away
i won't go
do not tempt me
i will crush you
i never did much care for tricksters
do the bunny hop
from star to star
dust to dust
you know you are!
i do not like orange
garish, gauche
astral project... my ass!
so much anger
no more fear
remember tears for fears?
eh, you were just a...
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whatshite:
It's about time I see some new writings.. 
You remind me of johnson & johnson-bubbles..luv it..
You must be one cool chick.. Hope all is well..See ya around the stars.............
You remind me of johnson & johnson-bubbles..luv it..
You must be one cool chick.. Hope all is well..See ya around the stars.............
deadmansparty:
Quite a bit different then what I'm used to,
I'll need to soak this one in
I'll need to soak this one in
lemon drops
stick to fingers
lips
cheeks
ants scurry to take
to take the bounty home
home to their queen
there is a dead bird
in the windmill of my mind
it ate lemon drops
i was never fond of them personally
but the bird....
not a day without a lemon drop
until the day with no lemon drop
and the day after
and after...
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stick to fingers
lips
cheeks
ants scurry to take
to take the bounty home
home to their queen
there is a dead bird
in the windmill of my mind
it ate lemon drops
i was never fond of them personally
but the bird....
not a day without a lemon drop
until the day with no lemon drop
and the day after
and after...
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jackie:
why thankyou princess 
nemisis:
The profile pic is the girl named "Reagan" from the original Exorcist movie, My goats have an entire acre of grass to eat and their doing it too slowly. I'm gonna have to mow again. This happens one more time and they are fired. I got the fixed pic btw, will save it and use it soon.
cheers.
cheers.
i try to take some time off for healing the body, but mind won't stop. welcome to a rather shitty dump. redundant too!
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dive
dive straight into the deep end
no one there
no bottom in sight
no salvation should you fail
so don't fail
right?
seems simple enough
bring your arm floaties and
and your other magickal tools
use the illusion to your...
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dive
dive straight into the deep end
no one there
no bottom in sight
no salvation should you fail
so don't fail
right?
seems simple enough
bring your arm floaties and
and your other magickal tools
use the illusion to your...
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_gone_:
I'm glad you're feeling better & yes, gardening is good for the soul
~ Alien
~ Alien
aj_paradiselost:
Ha ha ha ha ha..........I've already got KY warming so i"ve beat ya to it. That just means that I'm more of a god of love than thee Demoness. Its not as cool as I thought but then again sex is much better on the screen than in real life. You can buy it if you want but I wouldn't waste my money if I were you. L8er Demoness..............Aj
ok, first off, i'm not allowed to die yet, so you can hold the cheering for a little while. i am, however, deathly ill with this sinus/ear infection thing and i'm not checking or writing or anything so please just excuse me while i play dead. i'm told i'm pretty good at that.
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_gone_:
morbid are we? .. hmm okie dokie .. no cooties .. alrighty then
slumber & feel better .. dream better dreams .. give the nightmares a rest
~ Alien
slumber & feel better .. dream better dreams .. give the nightmares a rest
~ Alien
lucabrasi:
Editted because that comment wasnt very nice....
I dont like cats
[Edited on Apr 13, 2005 1:14PM]
I dont like cats
[Edited on Apr 13, 2005 1:14PM]
it shreds the veil
of my illusion
delusion
it lifts me up
it lets me fall
i've got no wings
no wings at all
dust, waiting to happen
never say die?
survive - you think you're smart?
it burns through cities
through centuries
why am i surprised then
at the ash of my own heart?
immovable
driven toward the end
we will see it in...
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of my illusion
delusion
it lifts me up
it lets me fall
i've got no wings
no wings at all
dust, waiting to happen
never say die?
survive - you think you're smart?
it burns through cities
through centuries
why am i surprised then
at the ash of my own heart?
immovable
driven toward the end
we will see it in...
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whatshite:
Your an incredible writer. Love the journal.
whatshite:
Your an incredible writer. Love the journal.
I'm really sick. I caved and went to the friendly neighborhood faith healer (she's a D.O. and I love her.) She looked up my left nostrel and commented on the congestion. She looked up my right nostrel and winced in disgust! So I'm on the antibiotics. My belly is upset but I found an easy herbal remedy for that. I have special new nosal sprays...
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guesiwaspunkonce:
booze makes everything better...or at least makes you forget about the shitty stuff, i really don't remember, i'm just saying if you need a reason to get drunk by yourself there it is...
nightvixen:
oh poor thing,i do hope you start to feel better soon....
***HUGS***
***HUGS***
how many faces can one face be?
how many selves dwell within me?
Cecilia, Calypso, a Minoan Snake Priestess...
the Angel With the Dirty Wings
Tigress
no, not the Euphrates too
maybe...
Goddess of the Sea!
command the rivers of destiny?
Tigris and Euphrates
a valley
rock-a-bye baby
love as tragedy
the one constant
self pours forth to sweeten the earth
yes, drink me
yes,...
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how many selves dwell within me?
Cecilia, Calypso, a Minoan Snake Priestess...
the Angel With the Dirty Wings
Tigress
no, not the Euphrates too
maybe...
Goddess of the Sea!
command the rivers of destiny?
Tigris and Euphrates
a valley
rock-a-bye baby
love as tragedy
the one constant
self pours forth to sweeten the earth
yes, drink me
yes,...
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contessakatarina:
Hello back - thank you so much for your feedback. My last update reflected how humbled I feel reading your journal.
Discovering the SG community, has given me the opportunity to discipline myself to write daily to an audience without too much censorship. Apart from my exhibitionist and voyeurist tendencies, putting myself and my life experiences and musings out there is a way for me to free myself creatively - one day my short stories want to fill a book. ...I'm still unpicking the locks of my fertile imagination.
Nice meeting you.
[Edited on Apr 05, 2005 6:45PM]
Discovering the SG community, has given me the opportunity to discipline myself to write daily to an audience without too much censorship. Apart from my exhibitionist and voyeurist tendencies, putting myself and my life experiences and musings out there is a way for me to free myself creatively - one day my short stories want to fill a book. ...I'm still unpicking the locks of my fertile imagination.
Nice meeting you.
[Edited on Apr 05, 2005 6:45PM]
drrtyrocstr:
la la la
at first, a tingle
a knot
something is not right
it tries
tries to get in
tries to manipulate
tries to drain
tries...
tries to know
feel for it
hold
hold close the tether
some control?
i think i can, i think i can...
such sadness, and yet -
the vortex pulls
a self, spinning apart
claw your heart for it
feel the line
caress...
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a knot
something is not right
it tries
tries to get in
tries to manipulate
tries to drain
tries...
tries to know
feel for it
hold
hold close the tether
some control?
i think i can, i think i can...
such sadness, and yet -
the vortex pulls
a self, spinning apart
claw your heart for it
feel the line
caress...
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nemisis:
I would love to read your file. I'll keep the advice in mind about mentioning "string". I recently came across an abandoned amusement park that I don't think is too far away from you. It looked pretty creepy, good place for a photo shoot I bet.
mrcool:
Ok I will later - It depends on the IQ test. General knowledge is useless in a test. One has to have digested information to espouse it and it all depends on your interests! Quality of mind? Hmmmm
i'm have had a great week.i hope you are too.
love ya!
~ Alien