abunai

Im starting to get some actually helpful and intelligent comments. Suddenly, I feel alot better. Im looking back at my angery blogs over the past couple days. Damn, Im such a leo lol. I feel like that irratating beyonce song. Not that every beyonce song isnt irratating, but this one where shes singing to the guy about how unimportant he is to her was originally amusing, before it got played to death. Mostly it was amusing since if she didnt care then whyd she feel the need to "write" a song about how she didnt care and release it to be played on every station in the fucking country? Methinks thou doth protest too much. And here I go, same thing, practically saying, "Sg, you must not know bout me, you must not know bout me. I could have another you in a minute..." etc. I may be counter culture embodied, but this is a new art I should be more patient. My desire to belong here to a counter culture gathering shows in my defensiveness. And I honestly don't know of another sg. I mean Ive posted art online before, mostly poetry and songs on xanga, but this gives me a unique chance for feeedback from my peers, since way too many normies plague sites like xanga. Ive got some ideas for another set too, so I will throw myself into it like everythign else I do.

~Abunai