nothings going right.
I try to fix things, honestly. I really am trying but i think i might be making things worse.
why is it that when you really really want something it slips through your fingers like sand?
I hate feeling powerless to make things right.
this heart monitor thing is really freekin me out, im sure that im fine but still.
why do both the important things in life both need fixing at the same time?
I wish i could say, well at least I know I have someone who loves me.
and I wish I could say, well at least I have my health.
I try to fix things, honestly. I really am trying but i think i might be making things worse.
why is it that when you really really want something it slips through your fingers like sand?
I hate feeling powerless to make things right.
this heart monitor thing is really freekin me out, im sure that im fine but still.
why do both the important things in life both need fixing at the same time?
I wish i could say, well at least I know I have someone who loves me.
and I wish I could say, well at least I have my health.
Get better soon sweetie, things always work out for good people, it just takes a little longer sometimes. Don't lose hope, I promise things will get better. If not, well, then you can hunt me down and....we'll get ice cream together?