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Had a good night,

Spent the day runnin around with my friend chris then saw Lil'mis booty and others at the Noise Lab.

Feelin really tired though. havent been sleeping well lately.

Night all.

JB

nothings going right.

I try to fix things, honestly. I really am trying but i think i might be making things worse.

why is it that when you really really want something it slips through your fingers like sand?

I hate feeling powerless to make things right.

this heart monitor thing is really freekin me out, im sure that im fine but still.

why do...
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everyone should send Freckle a get well gift! shes been working so hard and lifes just dumping down on top of her.

Miss ya babe

Ive had a great couple of days...

Lost my wallet on monday. and i JUST finished up my subway club card damnit!

Got some teeth drilled today, thats always a joy.

now im numb and pennyless.

Gona go party up in Bellingham. Gona see my bro.

JB

fuck this weekend.
didnt get to go camping cause parents took the Jeep somewhere with out telling me.

my friend is gona be pissed off at me.

i got nothin to do this whole weekend now. except sit around alone feeling like shit.

Order some golf shoes, or else we'll never get out of this mess alive.

im feeling very board, motivation is so hard to harness let alone comand when needed.

how board you ask?

Today i get the day off from work. Good thing? bad thing? not sure. Ill try to make the most of it.

I need to line up some freelance work, this will be the 3rd week in a row i get days off from not enough to do.

Bah sometimes i just need a kick in the right direction or ill just keep coasting along....
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Had a pretty decent weekend.

friday, worked on an ad to sell my bros car.

Buy this car

still not done though.

Saturday went bar hopping with 2 other friends. Kirkland pub, Earl's in the U district, and finaly the Comet on Capital hill. Fun time had by all.

Sunday.. spent all day waxing and cleaning my car. it so shiney now i think it...
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Bah, no more drinking

JB

An eye opening experince, not the first visitation to this place.

Driving through the I-90 tunnel, doing 80...90...100...110....120... the lights zooming by. the yellow incandecants ofset by the blue hue of headlights, just a little further ahead, racing, trying to catch up. All 1200watts surging waves of music through my head. I am encased in sound. My clothes move with the beat. The world does...
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