Wednesday Dec 28, 2005

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This town makes me so miserable.

I don't know why I come here. All I do is cheapen my memories of this place by doing so. By wishing again and again and again that I could take back what I fucked up and relive what I didn't.

My life's momentum is carrying me away, away, away from here like it has from the very beggining. I just never had the courage to make a clean break with a time a place a person or a past.
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catagogo:
hey cutie,

i sucked it up and spent a little of my christmas check on an account.
add me and be my best friend on the internet.

<3
amberlie:
you never want a clean break....then you would never learn from your mistakes! thats all it comes down to...if you can learn? everybody is telling you a clean break is good...there is no such thing! if your breaking away from something its going to hurt! and that pain is what reminds us to do better next time, what not to look for in a person, where not to go. letting go of something is supposed to be painful, never a ray of sunshine! that comes later, when youve come to terms with everything and get back on track, it takes a while, but eventually itll happen. it can only go down hill for so long. dont worry about clean breaks......just worry about what lesson you learned! sorry for rambling blush biggrin

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