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im having the worst day of my life. I cant stop crying and shaking. I hate that the love of my life has a kid with a fat retard. I want to hire a hitman.

Does anyone remember a Sci-Fi show from the 1990's that was on right before the original Twilight Zone.( it was not Tales from the Crypt) The opening of it was a family of monsters and alians sitting down on the sofa getting ready to watch the show. I remember one of the shows was about a farmers daughter who was a siren and a man...
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I joined a gym!!!!! I need to stay in shape for camera operation. Some of those cameras are pretty heavy. So I joined 24 hour fitness. I can't wait to get all sexy and tight! Today I'm gonna start off by getting high and going to my new gym. Wish me luck!!!

Man.....spent all night doin' it and drinking.....drinking and doin' it.....then drinking some more then more doin' it. My Bahenna, butt and my liver hate me so much right now.Time to eat mexican food and drink ice water.....then more doin' it.

I might Camera operate for a reality tv show.Details coming soon.Wish me luck!


I have a new crush on Zui.She is too damn cute.I want to play Two Girls One Cup with her.

God I miss you all sooo much! I have not had internet for 2 months probably wont have it for another 2.I can't say much.Just I miss and love everyone from chat.Don't forget about me guys!!!!

I'm currently 1st ACing in the Republic of Georgia right now and my cell phone and internet dont work AT ALL. The hotel I'm staying at has a computer but it is always being used.I get back to L.A. May 7th.So if you need to get a hold of me I'll be back then.This place is great.I really love it.There is no American influance at...
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I hate moving.....I HATE IT!!!!

My roommate is trying to say that I fucked him over.....he fucked himself over and I have to pay for it.

I'm pretty much hating life a lot right now.I can't handle stress very well and it seems like everyday things are getting worse and worse but I fake a smile and don't tell anyone except for you, my ever...
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Sorry I haven't blogged in a while.Life is uber crazy right now.I have no money and i have to spend so much.Life is cheap but living is expensive. Ryan and I are back together and busy trying to find a new apartment.He's pretty busy with work though so I've been doing most of the work on my own.But he did get a raise and a...
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