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This is what my sister wrote me after i wrote some Bad Religion lyrics on Facebook


Jennie,

I'm deleting you.

Almost all of your status updates are negative and offensive. Your negative comments just makes me worry about you and reminds me that there is nothing I can do to stop it. And tonight when you posted that comment in response to my status update about Lucas you really, really pissed me off. I'm no longer going to make myself feel like I have to walk on eggshells around you in order to have a relationship with you. Boundries are good. Get some.

I know that my comment about Lucas seemed like I was overdoing it a bit but you have no idea what its like to be a mom. I know my kids inside and out, every bump, every patch of dry skin. It's typical to think the worst when you find something odd with your child. So don't tell me to calm down. Don't make fun of me. You have no right to.

I have so much to say to you, most of which comes from anger and frustration so I'm not going to even start. The old me would have gone on and on but I'm not that person anymore. The only positive thing I can say to you is that I love you and my hope is that some day you will be healthy and truly happy. Until then, I don't need any daily reminders of how your life is now. You might want to remind yourself of the fact that mom is on facebook now and she sees all your comments too.

You're probably thinking, "Jeezz, why does she have to make me feel bad about myself all the time? I hate it when she does this." My response.....When you feel bad about something it usually means that you did something wrong. Don't ignore your concious, it's the one thing that makes you human. But just because you screw up it doesn't mean that you can't make it right, learn from it and move on. We all need to be told from time to time that what we are doing is wrong.

I hate her.