absconding_

my life is a mess.

I'm not going to be spending so much time in SG for a while. I may be in later tonight to work on my painting on cam. But I dont think spending 20 hours in chat a day is healthy.

this is pretty great, very entertaining.

By Ryan Garcia

There's Nothing Like a Lead Packing Lover, Hot for Drive-Thru

An ass full of rats.
Bake a cake and sell it to the ass hat wearing boyscout troup.
Eat the dog that crapped on your lawn,
before the neighbor rises up to rinse.
Bought that gun you wanted for Christmas
and I just can't wait to shoot at you.

Is that a...
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A fresh coat of paint and I wash my hands
She's gone away in a Puerto Rican van
And you know that I can't have that
A child turns to whispers and deadbolt doors
In company of teenage boy and whores
A tongue draws poison as loved ones depart
She's a woman now and it's breaking my heart
Leeching off your parents
Swallow incoherence
Crushed...
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By Ryan Garcia


Another Butterfly Tattoo for the 'Ol Peechee Folder of my Youth.


Won't exist.
Can't be listed.
Don't listen to this.
Lady Death for your viewing pleasure,
burns up the screen while screams
fill the bathtub.

I'd conform.
I'd fit in.
I'd be a winner if it wasn't
for my clear blue teeth.
Rock n' Roll's got a bone to pick
in your...
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undisclosed sources have reported that the kids look like corpses
warped and all distorted
a summer wrecked on X and house arrest
transacting sacks to the yards from the porches
and wild horses cant carry away California divorces
Copenhagen hats, skintight pinstripe blue jeans and the
bright white Nike Air Forces
the pigs came in so forcibly, they almost didn't bother me
the kids were...
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i got weed drink mixes. A kool-aid one and a hot coco one.I just drank the kool-aid.

Life is short and its full of stuff.

I wouldn't be a liar
No i wouldn't be a liar if i told you that
I wouldn't be a liar

When things are all you think of
And plans are all you make
and thoughts are all you dream of
your falls are all you take
look out the world's destroying ya
relax it isn't fair
mother natures disposition
she don't mind she don't...
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I found a really nice table on the side of the street. I took it home and rearranged my apt, and now I have a sweet new home office! No more sitting on the ground for me!