im tired of the way things have been lately. i need to get over things and get past them. this whole self medication thing only seems to be a fog in my disaster of a life. im jobless and getting broke really fast. so hope for the best but plan for the worst bcuz u never no when ur whole world will turn upside down and throw you for a ride.
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dumbunny:
Haha, I love to bitch too. Makes me feel better. A lot of times if I get it out where I can read it it makes a little more sense and I can process it in a more level headed view. So maybe I can see what I'm doing wrong and what I could do differently. And it sucks, but self medicating is only going to worsen things...I know, I spent the last 6 years doing just that. What a waste of perfectly good time. But I guess we all have to go through certain trials in life to mature our souls. Things will get better. No matter how bad it is try to smile b/c it could always be worse. Be thankful it isn't, LOL. 
lucidity_:
I'm sorry to hear that... Looks like life is planning something new for you though... Bigger and Better things possibly!!! Hope everything turns for the better for you =)