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Tuesday Dec 28, 2004

Dec 28, 2004
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the day story:

in the morning i splash water on my face and brush my teeth.

but it's the pills and coffee that wake me up, that let me know i'm alive. the coffee hits my empty stomach hard with hurt. i can feel it filling me up, each vein running with that strange wakefulness. i don't know what the pills do, exactly, but i take them dutifully each morning, watching as the prescription bottles empty themselves into me. by late afternoon it's winter-dark and i'm ready for bed, but i drag myself through the rest of the day. as i brush my teeth before bed i'm thinking, again, of the pills and coffee that will wake me up in the morning.

i can't wait.
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enzo525:
I don't know why, but I think that was one of the coolest entries I've read in a while. I guess it's just the way you paint the picture of a tired girl getting up in the morning, dragging herself out of bed and staggering into the bathroom. The awful taste of morning breath, and yes, the cold water on the face. Wakes me up just thinking about it. I could go on but I don't want to continue sounding like a jackass! wink

Hope you had a happy new year!
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