abortion

I've felt Delirious over the past few weeks what with my mind on so many aspects of my life presently. I thought about the last time i was truly happy (or nearest i've ever been to happy) and i admit it has been too long. That isn't to say i am depressed or generally fine as i am never really in one place long enough to stick.

I actually started to think about Love and the last time (which incidently has been the only time) i was in Love. This was 3 years ago and ever since i have dated girls that didn't really make an impact on me as much as this girl did. I am not dwelling on the past here, i had closure along time ago i reminisce over the Love itself. I admit i have been rather self destructive in my last few relationships always looking for the right girl to mark a particular time in my life like a milestone because i can't imagine finding one of these "Forever" bonds.

I see Love as a moment not a lifetime, some people feel that moment and when it's gone they are left with sharing a bed with some cunt they have to tolerate. I've seen evidence of an everlasting Bond no doubt between two lovers but it doesn't seem enough.


But anyway back to business

Edwards No.8 Thursday Gig Rock n Roll

I saw the hottest guitar today, if the strings were upside down i could have had the pleasure of playing the sexy bitch.