abortion

So i got a phone call from my ex this morning at around 10am i was still half asleep which i usually am. I am not a morning person, infact i am barely an afternoon person the night is my time to come out and this phone call was not appreciated. Usually when someone calls me in the morning it's bad enough that they called but she actually had some news and smug ex shit to unfold.

"Gary i have met a new guy, we met at Eddies Saturday night and he is perfect we talked all through the night". I hate the word perfect when used to describe a lover, soul mate whatever i never see it as perfection infact evidently if you are perfect you wouldn't need love.

Then of course she started putting me down using the light touch ex's do which i can laugh off usually but this was 10am! I wasn't in the mood.
I have no ill regrets about ending the relationship and have never taken to jelousy but they way some of my ex's have tried to make me jelous it saddens me that they would enjoy that.

well my 3 month Celibacy vow is almost at an end, i did play guitar for hours on end and used the relief videogames give you when you aren't getting any.