abortion

It's Friday night and i just got back from a gig. Only 2 bands on tonight, the first had that raw green talent that you could see being something deeper within time and they just needed to push together what they have and find there own voice aswell as finding the bands voice. The Second i had already seen before (no idea when or where) and yeah they were still just as shit, ok the lead guitarist lost some weight, that was here only change from when i saw them ....i think it was over a year ago and i suprise myself with my fantastic memory.

I am alittle annoyed tonight, it is one of those nights when the simplest petty thing can scratch at you and instead of letting it heal and turning the other cheek you attack it. I have had way too much wine for tonight plus i had a few pints before hand (i felt like a change). I am just so fucking fed up (yes i'm venting) and i'm sick and tired of friends mocking me because i'm "mr doesn't take anything seriously" oh yes i really don't care about anything, give me wine drugs and good music and i'm happy. Maybe i should fuck off to the states again...or maybe i should just shut the fuck up and stop typing.

Good idea


I will be alright by tomorrow, it's like i have a split personality sometimes

Chilled Gary
Cunt Gary