Time to Motherfucking vent!
Right Anti Depressants.
What the fuck is wrong with you people! can't you see it merely makes shit worse, ok i am willing to accept it can help some cases but it's not for everyone and i only advise this shit if you are merely "alittle depressed".
Example time
A friend of mine is Asbergic and of course you have to be patient with such a syndrome especially if it's a friend you hold dear. A great musical mind and intelligent someone you can't help but admire but he got himself on the AD's 6 months ago and it's took his mentality to the brink of destruction which has fucked with my mind.
He is commiting himself monday for 3 months and although i will miss him i know in some way it's better i spend some time away from him as he was driving me insane with his arrogance and selfishness which had become so extreme he thought he was some form of God. All caused by these drugs btw.
It has pissed me off Royally that it's all because of these over confident doctors who are so easy to tick the "depressed" column and give you the standard gear without even blinking and considering a persons problems to be alittle more scattered as apposed to one solid form which will be cured with "the antidote". It's not a disease or an infection it's the fucking mind! Hell even the small percentage we use i doubt we fully understand not even by half.
"All i achieved, all i built, the friends i gathered, the love i pierced flesh with all for this? Did skip a page or is this life?!"
Right Anti Depressants.
What the fuck is wrong with you people! can't you see it merely makes shit worse, ok i am willing to accept it can help some cases but it's not for everyone and i only advise this shit if you are merely "alittle depressed".
Example time
A friend of mine is Asbergic and of course you have to be patient with such a syndrome especially if it's a friend you hold dear. A great musical mind and intelligent someone you can't help but admire but he got himself on the AD's 6 months ago and it's took his mentality to the brink of destruction which has fucked with my mind.
He is commiting himself monday for 3 months and although i will miss him i know in some way it's better i spend some time away from him as he was driving me insane with his arrogance and selfishness which had become so extreme he thought he was some form of God. All caused by these drugs btw.
It has pissed me off Royally that it's all because of these over confident doctors who are so easy to tick the "depressed" column and give you the standard gear without even blinking and considering a persons problems to be alittle more scattered as apposed to one solid form which will be cured with "the antidote". It's not a disease or an infection it's the fucking mind! Hell even the small percentage we use i doubt we fully understand not even by half.
"All i achieved, all i built, the friends i gathered, the love i pierced flesh with all for this? Did skip a page or is this life?!"
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They screwed with me so SO bad, made me worse, mood swings from hell , VERY agressive, even made me MORE promiscuious (not sure how its spelt) and I just couldnt get off them. evey time i told the doc, he said, ooooh, I think you need to stay on a bit longer.
So I stopped them, by taking less and less, then I collapsed in my shopping centre from withdrawal.
SO...the plan...it was...I started to take St Johns Wort for about two months WITH them, then I started to take myself off. In the end I was on just the st johns wort. Sure I had some withdrawal, twitching was the worst (and the most embarassing) but I stuck with it.
Three months after that, i took myself off them
And you know what? ive NEVER felt so bloody happy! Now things happen, and i mean deaths etc, and I am able to deal with them, when that happened on AD's i would cave in for days/weeks. Sure things hurt, but my head is clear, and I can think for myself rather than feeling numb and exposed.
I just ask myself if there is anything i can do about a problem, if there is, I do it, if not, i forget about it, and things that hurt, I allow myself to hurt, let it out, and move on.
If you need to talk, my MSN in on my page, its cool. I know how harsh it can be.