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Bringing it all up to speed ok...
Christmas
Was suprisingly alot of fun full of euthemisms, innuendos and friends i could not wrong in any way.
I recieved a Jimmi Hendrix poster from my friend Dave and the Alice in Chains Unplugged DVD from Michelle. Some glass ornament representing the star sign Capricorn from my sister and a china necklace from my other sister in New Zealand.
the rest was money towards my new Amp which i will be picking up saturday. Family Festivities were ok this year no awkward silences and i'm making some form of peace with my parents.
My 22nd birthday
It's been a very long time since i got this drunk, anyone who knows me will know i don't really bother getting shit faced and tipsy is the usual length i go to. It started with some cool presents such as the smashing pumpkins DVD of music videos (i treasure this) and the Pink Floyd album "Wish you were here". Never realised how fucking amazing this album is.
Later on my friends and gf took me to the Gallows (the 28th of december for a birthday sucks barely anything is open) where i drank so many variations of alcohol i forgot what i was drinking by the end of the night. TO sum up there was JD straight, rum and coke, baileys mixed with smirnoff and some other drink which is 40% or something and deadly malibu combo's.
Crashed at a friends house playing guitar and video games while everyone was still trying to complete a non-slurred sentence, my friend mat began to roll a joint. I never get stoned after being so drunk so i went on the bad trip which i haven't done in over a year. This is why...
Alcohol makes me happier when i'm around friends but once i am on my own i get very very depressed.
Weed always alienates me from everyone so that triggered my depression from drinking and before i know it paranoia kicks in anxiety comes crashing down and i am experiencing depression, anxiety and the abstraction of weed all at the same time. I wanted to die my mind was that fucked up.
I slipped into a lovely coma about 3am ish and didn't wake up until the morning. I woke up to find bodies all over the floor and scattered material everywhere so finding my trousers became a task and a half.
Very good night, i have been writing since that bad trip, the bad ones always bring the creativeness out of me.
New years
No big deal really i spent it with my gf at home due to money saving for my new apartment next month. The big deal was she was a virgin and i have never taken a virginity before so i was nervous as hell, i had to be mega fucking gentle and such. I think i did ok but i felt quite bad for being the cunt that takes her virginity and hurts her.
I suppose it can't really be helped and it has to happen sooner or later.
If you are wondering whats going on with my hair it was an accident to say the least. I bleached the front first but left it in way too long. when i did the red the next day it came out electric pink. I fucking love it!
pictures of my birthday to come when i can get the camera back.
Oh and my birthday was quite unusual because my gf and friends were egging me on to kiss my friend pac who you can see in my gig folder and it was the first time i kissed a dude. Luckily i am comfortable with my sexuality not to freak out about it.
Red
Bringing it all up to speed ok...
Christmas
Was suprisingly alot of fun full of euthemisms, innuendos and friends i could not wrong in any way.
I recieved a Jimmi Hendrix poster from my friend Dave and the Alice in Chains Unplugged DVD from Michelle. Some glass ornament representing the star sign Capricorn from my sister and a china necklace from my other sister in New Zealand.
the rest was money towards my new Amp which i will be picking up saturday. Family Festivities were ok this year no awkward silences and i'm making some form of peace with my parents.
My 22nd birthday
It's been a very long time since i got this drunk, anyone who knows me will know i don't really bother getting shit faced and tipsy is the usual length i go to. It started with some cool presents such as the smashing pumpkins DVD of music videos (i treasure this) and the Pink Floyd album "Wish you were here". Never realised how fucking amazing this album is.
Later on my friends and gf took me to the Gallows (the 28th of december for a birthday sucks barely anything is open) where i drank so many variations of alcohol i forgot what i was drinking by the end of the night. TO sum up there was JD straight, rum and coke, baileys mixed with smirnoff and some other drink which is 40% or something and deadly malibu combo's.
Crashed at a friends house playing guitar and video games while everyone was still trying to complete a non-slurred sentence, my friend mat began to roll a joint. I never get stoned after being so drunk so i went on the bad trip which i haven't done in over a year. This is why...
Alcohol makes me happier when i'm around friends but once i am on my own i get very very depressed.
Weed always alienates me from everyone so that triggered my depression from drinking and before i know it paranoia kicks in anxiety comes crashing down and i am experiencing depression, anxiety and the abstraction of weed all at the same time. I wanted to die my mind was that fucked up.
I slipped into a lovely coma about 3am ish and didn't wake up until the morning. I woke up to find bodies all over the floor and scattered material everywhere so finding my trousers became a task and a half.
Very good night, i have been writing since that bad trip, the bad ones always bring the creativeness out of me.
New years
No big deal really i spent it with my gf at home due to money saving for my new apartment next month. The big deal was she was a virgin and i have never taken a virginity before so i was nervous as hell, i had to be mega fucking gentle and such. I think i did ok but i felt quite bad for being the cunt that takes her virginity and hurts her.
I suppose it can't really be helped and it has to happen sooner or later.
If you are wondering whats going on with my hair it was an accident to say the least. I bleached the front first but left it in way too long. when i did the red the next day it came out electric pink. I fucking love it!
pictures of my birthday to come when i can get the camera back.
Oh and my birthday was quite unusual because my gf and friends were egging me on to kiss my friend pac who you can see in my gig folder and it was the first time i kissed a dude. Luckily i am comfortable with my sexuality not to freak out about it.
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