Curses I wasnt able to get the Joy Division shirt for Japes's birthday today and it seems like hes in a shit mood lately so i know itd cheer him the fuck up. blargh it just really frustrates me cause its such a rad shirt i dont even like and id wear it. But yeah tonite we shall party in his honor and hopefully his week should brighten up. As for me i got no real complaints at the moment been workin on some songs got some lyrics and a couple good bass lines down now i just gotta wait till i get back to lubbock and get to work with phil and who ever we pick up to play guitar. Damn just thinkin bout it got me all stoked and this time we shall suceed. I got to play with Julie today since she is now back from europe and we broke in the beer mug she gave me with some fine beer and watched the pianst which was a good fuckin movie and then we talked bout all the bullshit thats been botherin us with the scene round here.Hopefully next time im back here things will have improved. hmmm its wierd i feel rather content wtih everything as is though right now even with those things goin on im just comfortable sitting here rambling into my journal that no one will probably read hehe. i really need that pixies where is my mind song from the end of fight club it would feel rather fitting bout now.wow and now in the midst of this i can even say im just actually happy plain and simple and this thought just makes me even happier. or perhaps its just the fact its 5 in the morning now... 
<--i normally hate those things but it seems to represent me well sitting here with my goofy grin just enjoying the comfort and silence of the night.i think ill watch the sunrise in a while. hmmm i wish i had someone here to share this moment with.
<--i normally hate those things but it seems to represent me well sitting here with my goofy grin just enjoying the comfort and silence of the night.i think ill watch the sunrise in a while. hmmm i wish i had someone here to share this moment with.
stina:
you have some decent music taste. Leftover crack (members of Choking Victim, you probably knew) played at the punkhouse i was living at in philly. I wasnt there.. it was atotal mess. haha.. I guess like 300 kids showed up and tried to get into our house! This is a threee bedroom house with 10 of us living there. The basement fits like 40 kids.. crammed. It was really chaos. ha.. I miss philly a lot.. mostly the house i was living at, the Robot house, and all the dirty ass shows we had. As for my nieghborhood.. ha.. i lived in a literall ghetto in philly.. equiped with whores, pimps and drugdealers.. and i was never more then nervous walking down the street at night. But here.. its like hickland. Its like a whitetrash ghetto.. and Im always more nervous here ha.. Eh. Whatever. I carry an Electrical taser wherever I go.