abigailr

angela is gone. she went in her sleep at the hospital. feb. 25th at 8:14am. i feel so lost. i never got to tell her i love her one more time...or say goodbye. i never got to say anything for about a week. i had no warning. nothing that it was coming. i wasnt expecting it this early...trents birthday is march 1st and she didnt even get to see him turn 4. she took everything god threw at her in smiles. the heart ache, the sickness, the miserable outcomes of every option she took...she took it with pride. and she dies in a hospital at 23 of a disease with no cure and her son clueless as to what was happening. its killing me though im trying to disguise it. i'm just not good with these sorts of things...im just not.


but on the brightside rich has been making me feel slightly better. i love him. and im glad he feels the same.