Last night ended up better then I thought. I went out with one of my friends got wasted and had fun. After that I hung out with the guy that I have a crush on. We went for a ride, talked, and sat outside by the lake. I have learned one thing about myself through by the patience of my crush. If I don't get my way I shouldn't act like a spoiled brat and get pissed all of the time, that is no fun. Well I hope I am this happy all of the time because I am a better person when I am not a bitch 