abia

I think tonight will cosist of drinking lots of monster. Some of the best times I have had were when I was intoxicated with caffine.

Finally! I couldn't get my password to work, it was so wierd.

Next week I am going to my chemical romance's show in madison. It will be grand. I can't wait. There will be lots of rowdiness!

It is true. I lost almost 20 lbs. and it is freakin fantastic.

This goes out to you sas.

hmmm...what shall I do? *confused*

Misery loves company.

I need to stay away from the people like that in my life. Fuck them they arnt going to bring me down anymore.

I am adding another peircing to my collection today and I can't wait. One thing that I have realized is that I can't wait around for people to do things with me. I need to do things for and by myself. This is the only way I am going to grow back to being myself. I hope I remember this tomorrow.

I just want to foget everything this hurts so bad. I feel like I am going to vomit more then half of the day and I feel like my heart is gone. I just want to be able to be myself without the fear of rejection. I want everything to be fine but I know that it isnt going to be. I just dont know...
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Roadtrip here I come. Peace

I am so hungry for buttered popcorn jelly bellys mmmmm

Sometimes I just can't stand my friends. They are all wrapped up about what their "boyfriends" are doing and they cant do or think anything for themseleves. I thought I was suppose to have a good night I found a penny heads up with what year I was born on.

I wish I didn't have to work today. I want to go to the beach

Last night ended up better then I thought. I went out with one of my friends got wasted and had fun. After that I hung out with the guy that I have a crush on. We went for a ride, talked, and sat outside by the lake. I have learned one thing about myself through by the patience of my crush. If I don't get...
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Girls night out!! Rowdiness guarenteed!!