abhorrence

Sometimes being with friends can put things into perspective. I guess I've been stuck in my room too long for the last little bit and I haven't gotten out enough. It's true if you don't believe it. I went on a bit of a writing binge for awhile there but seems like I'm slowing down. I'm becoming an old man... better get some Depends.

This of course is not to say I don't have ideas. I guess something is just blocking me from writing. If only there was a term for this. I'll just write some short story on one of my blog posts. Hopefully I can keep it tight.

As for my life, it is what it is. Aspects are really good and some are drab and boring. Like I said though, I should really go out more with friends, especially ones I haven't seen in a bit. Sometimes that feeling of loneliness and not having a person to vent to is a fabrication and all you need to do is pick up the phone, go see an awful, awful play with someone and bash it until kingdom come (Lysistrata, many blue bouncy balls from Ikea used, really bad) or go drinking with someone and have little to no boundaries, or go over to another couple's house and play board games all the while having feelings for your hostess. Just grab someone and do something. Sometimes we are truly alone but at many times, we aren't.

The snow came back late on Sunday night. It's the perfect time for it to be untouched and admired. I look at the flakes in the street lights and overhead and around me and I remember things that I find beautiful... things that can bring a smile to my rustic innards.