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abgitatz

Painfully close to... but not actually in Chicago.

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Tuesday Nov 02, 2004

Nov 2, 2004
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So the other day I was talking to a friend, and he said the strangest thing... that I am mistaken for being gay more then most of our crew. Now I wasn't sure how to take this. Not that I am a homophobe or anything. I just had to sit back and think for a couple minutes about how wrong that observation was. Anyway. I was wondering something. Would you be able to tell what gender I am if I took down the obvious markers in my profile? Now without further pause...

GO VOTE!





A couple quotes

"Good infantry are not frightened by loud noises."

"You mistake motion for growth
and are lured into vexing situations."

"It has to start somewhere. It has to start sometime.
What better place than here? What better time than now?"

grand canyon by Ani DiFranco

i love my country
by which i mean
i am indebted joyfully
to all the people throughout its history
who have fought the government to make right
where so many cunning sons and daughters
our foremothers and forefathers
came singing through slaughter
came through hell and high water
so that we could stand here
and behold breathlessly the sight
how a raging river of tears
cut a grand canyon of light

yes, i've bin so many places
flown through vast empty spaces
with stewardesses whose hands
look much older than their faces
i've tossed so many napkins
into that big hole in the sky
bin at the bottom of the atlantic
seething in a two-ply
looking up through all that water
and the fishes swimming by
and i don't always feel lucky
but i'm smart enough to try
cuz humility has buoyancy
and above us only sky
so i lean in
breathe deeper that brutal burning smell
that surrounds the smoldering wreckage
that i've come to love so well
yes, color me stunned and dazzled
by all the red white and blue flashing lights
in the american intersection
where black crashed head on with white
comes a melody
comes a rhythm
a particular resonance
that is us and only us
comes a screaming ambulance
a hand that you can trust
laid steady on your chest
working for the better good
(which is good at its best)
and too, bearing witness
like a woman bears a child:
with all her might

born of the greatest pain
into a grand canyon of light

i mean, no song has gone unsung here
and this joint is strung crazy tight
and people bin raising up their voices
since it just ain't bin right
with all the righteous rage
and all the bitter spite
that will accompany us out
of this long night
that will grab us by the hand
when we are ready to take flight
seatback and traytable
in the upright and locked position
shocked to tears by each new vision
of all that my ancestors have done

like, say, the women who gave their lives
so that i could have one

people, we are standing at ground zero
of the feminist revolution
yeah, it was an inside job
stoic and sly
one we're supposed to forget
and downplay and deny
but i think the time is nothing
if not nigh
to let the truth out
coolest f-word ever deserves a fucking shout!
i mean
why can't all decent men and women
call themselves feminists?
out of respect
for those who fought for this
i mean, look around
we have this

yes
i love my country
by which i mean
i am indebted joyfully
to all the people throughout its history
who have fought the government to make right
where so many cunning sons and daughters
our foremothers and forefathers
came singing through slaughter
came through hell and high water
so that we could stand here
and behold breathlessly the sight
how a raging river of tears
is cutting a grand canyon of light

VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
quietlythere:
thank you smile
Nov 3, 2004
dodraibeid:
Now, take what you know of me, and take a wild guess.

Could it be the barely functionally retarded one who came into my house like a horney bull in a chinese sex shop, rammed her tongue down as many throats as possible, refused to engage in any intelligent discourse, decided to take her clothes off in my back yard, and left her jacket in my office after she surruptitiously violated a friend of mine?

Or the one who was polite and civil and had a good time and caused no problems other than a brief explanation of which rooms it was okay to have sex in?

Sorry. I'm in a foul mood. You picked the wrong day to ask.

edit: spelling and unnecessary meanness.


[Edited on Nov 03, 2004 11:15PM]
Nov 3, 2004

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