abcynthe

Based on a true story.

I've never had anyone besides my photographer in the room with me while we've shot a set. My NSA ended up having this AMAZING bedroom that I knew would be perfect for my next set, so naturally I asked him if we could shoot there. I mean, what guy would refuse a nude photo shoot taking place in his bedroom? Lifetime bragging rights in my book! So he said yes and that brings us to the moment that this entire blog is going to take place in

I walk in like it's any other night, except we both know it's not. My makeup is perfect, my hair isn't up in it's usual hot mess, and you can still smell the tanning bed on my skin. Tonight you'll watch me strip down like any other night, one item of clothing at a time. I always love how I can see your eyes roaming up and down the curves of my hips like you can't wait to put your hands on me. You'll watch goosebumps spread across my skin and my hips arch up like they always do for you anyway. But tonight, you'll watch me do this for the whole world. As I stretch my naked body across the floor and hold the pose, in my mind I am underneath you like I was the night before. You sit across the room from me, watching the way I'm breathing and moving, and between the flashes of the camera and from underneath the lights, I recognize the intensity of the look on your face. Suddenly, as I lose focus of what I'm doing now that you're in the room, I'm no longer struggling to look as though I need touched. You over there have triggered my most primal needs. Now, moving my hips and arching my back isn't forced, hell, it's barely even controlled at this point. I have forgotten about my photographer, the octodome, the cameras. In my mind this room is empty except for you, me, and the heated urge that is so volumous that it fills the air in here. My cheeks are flushed, my breath is unsteady. I'm on my knees, trying to show you and everyone after you who will see these pictures what I'm craving. This has become much bigger than photos, it has become a fluid capability of exposing the world to my most intimate moments. The moment I'll share with you when the camera is turned off.

I never expected how different it would be to shoot with him in the room! The end result is amazing and I'm definitely looking forward to everyone seeing it! The new set is still in postproduction and will be ready soon!