abbyjean

I'm so sick of BOYS and their stupid heads.

I'm serious. This guy I was talking to was being super sweet and acting like he was really into me. So then all of a sudden one day he just drops off the face of the earth and stops talking to me. Mind you he is 3000 miles away from me so hmm, maybe he's just busy. Oh no, he's not just busy.. he has a girlfriend now.

I felt like it was too good to be true and that I was being played and/or used. But you know what, it felt good to feel like someone cared about me for just a few days. It felt good to know that someone who knew me and knew what i looked like, was looking past all that to get to know me. why?


Dear Boys,

You are dumb. You are lame. And you've hurt this girls feelings for the last time.

Regretfully yours,

me.


Doug left. I miss him. He's one of my best.
I fought with him alot. I miss that. I kind of want to call him up and fight with him right now.
He's sleeping. As I should be.


The absolute only thing in this world that even comes close to putting a simle on my face anymore is PITTSBURGH PENGUINS hockey.


So I think I deserve to go to a damn good game tomorrow and they need to all out beat the shit out of Cote. I don't know why I despise him, I just do. I'll be spending all day in Pittsburgh tomorrow too. A day to myself.. maybe I'll do some apt. hunting. A change of living arrangements could do me good.


Yea, I could live there and be happy.

LETS GO PENS! LETS GO PENS! LETS GO PENS!