abbyjean

Fuck it all..

This bothers me BECAUSE it bothers me so bad. Why the fuck did I let this guy, who I KNOW is a freaking tramp, even start talking to me. Why did I msg back? Why did I call him back? I just keep thinking that if I wouldn't have done somehthing then nothing would have happened. And I wouldn't be feeling like this, like I am not good enough for him or something. This kid means nothing to me, but he's really brought back some wicked memories that I never wanted to think about again.

I may have hit bottom here folks.

I know, I've barley been on this site a few months and already I am bitching like an asshole. But you have to understand. This is the only place I feel that I can just say what the fuck that I want to. Sure I have a myspace, but I don't want those people to read all this crap. This is all just mumbles from my mind. I figure not too many people pay attention to me on here anyways so I'm good to go.

Speakin of going. I gotta work in the am....