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Tuesday Apr 14, 2009

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I read how people speak about their life in blogs, about their emotions, and I remember I was like that. I could write pages and pages about how I was feeling.

They feel fucked up, overwhelmed, hung, stressed... It's not a language barrier, I can translate those words, I know them. But I even don't remember how it feels in French.

I feel empty or full of things I don't know about. I'm just feeling good or bad, OK or not. But there is no nuances. And don't ask me to develop, I could not.

I can't think of present. All I think about is past and future.

I guess that's why I can't get help. I just couldn't explain what's wrong.

How? When did I change that much? Is it that, being a growing up female? I hope not, because that would mean things will enworse.


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linedrawing:
I know how you feel. I have to force the words lately too, mainly for the sake of my friends and not because I want to or feel like doing it.

Focusing on the future can be good if the future brings you good things. And sometimes we don't need nuances, we just need to feel. Or that's what I think at the moment... I might change my mind at some point though. I'm sure we'll both settle at some point...
Apr 16, 2009
corsair:
Just relax . . and try to enjoy the things you can! Be Well!

I love your new multi-set! love Congratulations!

kiss
Apr 16, 2009

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